I dont even know how to start this...
I found one of our pet cats this morning... he died during the night...
He has been sick for awhiel but we were medicating him... it looks like it wasnt working, so I thought yesterday after trying to get him to eat or drink that I would try to get him to the vet today... I shoudl have taken him to someplace yesterday... he couldnt even move... he couldnt even hardly meow at all...
I am filled with regreats today... what I should have done but didnt do... how I feel like its my fault
My mother was away this weekend, and comes back today... she will probally regreat having gone away...
She was the one who took care of him, but he wasnt looking to hot even before she left...
I try to tell myself its better that he died at home where is family is rather then in a cage at a vets office...
But then I think maybe they could have done something....
And then I realize its to late and nothing can be done at all...
I found one of our pet cats this morning... he died during the night...
He has been sick for awhiel but we were medicating him... it looks like it wasnt working, so I thought yesterday after trying to get him to eat or drink that I would try to get him to the vet today... I shoudl have taken him to someplace yesterday... he couldnt even move... he couldnt even hardly meow at all...
I am filled with regreats today... what I should have done but didnt do... how I feel like its my fault
My mother was away this weekend, and comes back today... she will probally regreat having gone away...
She was the one who took care of him, but he wasnt looking to hot even before she left...
I try to tell myself its better that he died at home where is family is rather then in a cage at a vets office...
But then I think maybe they could have done something....
And then I realize its to late and nothing can be done at all...
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<seethe>
When I told my mom and her boyfriend about it (BOTH Vietnam vets living in Hawaii, BTW), their response was, "V-J Day is still legal?"
For the record, while we do have Pearl Harbor Day in Hawaii as as a memorial for those that died, the equivalent we have to V-J Day is that every grammar school class folds 1000 paper cranes in memory of Hiroshima and Nagasaki.
Also, the manager of the Foxy Lady told my roommate that he never eats Chinese takeout on V-J Day, to show his respect.
WTF. I'm in a state full of retards.