Again time has slipped past me so quickly.
Working is a huge drag for me, I need an interesting job I guess, not machine work at a factory...
My mind drifts constantly when Im there because the work is so dull. But its a paycheck at the very least, though there are alot of strange people who work there.
I still think alot about what I think of now as our species, humanity... where are we actually going... why is our civilization how it is, how can it be changed for the better. Lots of big stuff I guess, and of course no one to actually talk to about any of it.
The family is away for the week, so Im the one stuck taking care of the animals all week. Only plus is that the house is allll mine. If only it werent a filth pit I might be happy about that... I do find that if I really did have my very own apartment it would be pretty funny. Once I get home I pretty much get some food, take all the clothes off, take a shower, smoke, have a couple drinks, all while playing WoW or watching some Anime on Veoh or YouTube, that all eventually leads to porn of course....
.... and then finally go to bed at around 10pm (note how I never said I put my clothes back on 
)
I really dont understandhow people can simply work there lives away like this though, I need to figure out wtf I should do about going back to school, maybe within a year or so (oh gawd I turn 27 next week /cry). Im thinking Community College to get back in the swing then if I do really well I can transfer to a big college (and hopefully know exactally what I wish to study by then). Think thats a good enough update, hope some folks actually read it someday lol
Working is a huge drag for me, I need an interesting job I guess, not machine work at a factory...
My mind drifts constantly when Im there because the work is so dull. But its a paycheck at the very least, though there are alot of strange people who work there.
I still think alot about what I think of now as our species, humanity... where are we actually going... why is our civilization how it is, how can it be changed for the better. Lots of big stuff I guess, and of course no one to actually talk to about any of it.
The family is away for the week, so Im the one stuck taking care of the animals all week. Only plus is that the house is allll mine. If only it werent a filth pit I might be happy about that... I do find that if I really did have my very own apartment it would be pretty funny. Once I get home I pretty much get some food, take all the clothes off, take a shower, smoke, have a couple drinks, all while playing WoW or watching some Anime on Veoh or YouTube, that all eventually leads to porn of course....
.... and then finally go to bed at around 10pm (note how I never said I put my clothes back on )
I really dont understandhow people can simply work there lives away like this though, I need to figure out wtf I should do about going back to school, maybe within a year or so (oh gawd I turn 27 next week /cry). Im thinking Community College to get back in the swing then if I do really well I can transfer to a big college (and hopefully know exactally what I wish to study by then). Think thats a good enough update, hope some folks actually read it someday lol