lorensoth

Ok ill try and make this quick, a place nearby has some factory work and they actually called me back for an interview today! Im am so fucking nervious because i have less then 2 hours to get ready for it!! I need to get a godamn haircut but I have no clue what kinda haircut I should get, usually I just go short and spikey but I dunno, maybe I need a change... I must be going bonkers if Im actually worrying about my hairstyle /sigh.

Well I better go hop in the shower, I can only hope for the best when I talk to this lady. I plane on being very straightfoward but thats gonna be very had because I am a terribly shy person when it comes to talking to someone face to face, and I fricking hate it. So Im simply going to explain my situation and hopefully she will understand that working there would be a big step foward for me.

Once I get some money rolling in I will be able to start working on a bunch of other things, start to get a portfolio together and maybe even go back to school. Who knows, I can only try and be positive about doing this, but there will be no guarntee this new approach will work.