I really should post more often, alot happens in a day and my thoughs seem to change so quickly now adays.

Well for starters I have been horrible horney for about a week or so, I honestly dont know why but I can only find it amusing that Valentiines day is coming up and I am just as single as I have been for quite some time. I have basically been in a type of limbo since I have stoped working, I smoke and drink almost every night BUT I do still get myself to Karate, its really the only thing that will get me out of the house at all recently lol.

If only I was getting fucked every night to I would probally be very happy, but instead im waking up to another day of being jobless and having 0 motivation to go out looking for work again. Hell Id be a porn star if I could, but something tells me Im not really in shape for that kinda crap, plus how the hell do you get into that kind of busniess anyway rofl.

Thats just a blip of how bad its been getting, Im constantly looking at porn (gee wonder if the booze and weed have anything to do with it) I really need to pull myself together but its never easy for me. My body knows that spring is coming and its going into mating mode, if you wanna think of human beings as a form of animal. This does seem to happen every year and Im more active in the summer anyhow. Im sure ill break out some adult toys and lube soon /sigh, its so sad sometimes lol.

Well... time to make another drink for my glum self and smoke a little, maybe ill make it a "Super Bowl" which by the way I completly forgot about Im defintily not a sports guy hehe. Maybe Ill post more later when im totally trashed.

Bottom liine though, I need to ignore this thing in my pants so i can get some money in my wallet, better update my godamn resume and start dishing it out everywhere again. Any advice from you SG folks who for some reason read this would be great

OH i also got a haircut, BE AFRAID (yes its a shitty webcam pic)