lordelessar

...oh sorrow, mother of all condemned souls,
embrace me in your chest, milk your breasts of tears and surrender my eyes to the beauty of melancholy and infinite sadness... take me as I am, drive me closer to the river of memories... drown me in an eternal Deja Vu, the day she kissed me and everything was light and laughter, love and lustful sin... Heaven awaits my condemnation for I rejected God in order to win your heart, in order to taste the warmth hug of your love...
...as I dream of the end of this never ending sentence, the walls become narrow, dirty... the cell is tight and uncomfortable every day more and more... pigeons of hope leave their feathers for me to asphyxiate on them, for they know I will never survive...
...rats! the incarnation of my childhood memories... all over the place, they eat my feet, breaking my flesh like a beginners tattoo, I become numb...
...your despair is useless now... gaunt bones is whats left of me... Im no longer flesh... just a soul that lays waiting for his sentence to end, going back to your arms, where I will become a newborn man, where I can find peace... will you love me back mother? Will you have me back mother? Will you forgive me mother??? Forgive me mother...
*tears*