Ok.
Went to see Mr. and Mrs. Smith. Mneh. She is hot bla bla bla unimpressed.
Been chewing on the eliphant, sent some more resumes today a few local a few in LA. Dont have a way to get to and fro but I will cross that bridge when I get there.
Need to put togeather some examples of work. I am so stressed here... Read More
...and I will continue searching for the answer to my question until the tide overwhelms me.
My abode shall remain the same I think, for an undetermined time. I look but the reality of it is I can either buy a place and have no money left over to do anything else or I can stay where I am and enjoy some freedom of mobility.
I choose mobility. A place of my own would be great, unless I was always stuck there 'cause I was broke. That's a recipe for insanity
Are baby Cardinals good eatin'? I figure if they are already lacking feathers they could go right into the pot. You can't ask for an easier preperation, just add salt....
You're planning to move to L.A. If you get a job out there? I've never been that far west. The farthest I've been was Sierra Grande in AZ. I thought I loved hot weather until I was out there. And that was in September!
Not sure what to do. Eat the eliphant one bite at a time. This eliphant aint dead and its pissed. What a difference a few months makes. Wonder when I will just cease.
Found a few firms to peddle my wares to. Maybe Ill get lucky.
Bwahahahah.......
If not I will end up going back to snubbing but this time in the gulf. I dont want to, but need to get out of here.
Maybe I will join the evil empire of Halliburton/KBR. I don't know, but hope something comes through.
Bang!
I stoped at one of those SUPER FIREWORKS WHAREHOUSES today. You know the ones that are so lit up thay can be seen from space. Had to release my inner destructive 8 year old. Te he.Bang!
Can you say bottle rockets woo hoo! Bang How about M80s Te he. Bang.
How can ten buck provide so much childish anusment.
I like those warehouses I see many of them on my southeast coast drives. Whenever I go in though I never buy fireworks- I am extremely afraid of them- when I was younger I always heard people talk about how many hands and fingers were blown off on independence day.
Its nice and cool out tonight for a change. Its been terribly muggy here. So Im going to pry the mouse out of my hand and have a beer out side and look at the stars.
I fear you may be right though. Regardless of what my conscious resistance to the idea of becoming involved with a female again may be at the moment, my sub-conscious is beginning to have other ideas... It gets me while I am the weakest, asleep.
Dreams man. Women in my dreams, composed of every woman I've ever known are climbing all over me while I slumber. I could go into one quite graphic account of how this one starts taking off her... and then she...
Of course, I wake up right before the 'payoff' heh heh heh. Luckily, I have all them long work days I've been pulling to channel my energy into. I'm not letting my mind do the thinking for me on this one... Hmm, that doesn't sound quite right.
Enjoy the beer, and the stars. I'm having several of each myself tonight!
I wish I had some words of advice to make you feel better
I don't have the best relationship with my Mom. Actually it's okay on the surface but sometimes I feel it is kinda superficial. I had years of physical and verbal abuse...I never forget the look on my shrinks face when she read the letter of some of what I went through. (I had to write it, I didn't even want to talk about it) but all in all I try not to think about it.
Fathers are overrated. (well maybe not) My dad' hasn't spoken to me in about 5 years because he won't call my mom just to get a number to contact me. If he called you know what would happen?....she would give him my number and that would be the end of it. I can't believe this grown man who is almost 50 can do something that simple to speak to his only daughter.
So if I want some kind of relationship with him, I will have to go seek him out.
Anyhow, you are a great person to stay there and deal with her problems on top of you getting your own stuff straight, I'll give you that.
Thanx for the hug. Actually, it's funny that you mention sleep in your journal. I think I'm just sad right now because weirdly enough, I get depressed when I don't get adequate sleep. Heh.
Sounds nice, my whole family will be going on vacation for a couple of days so I will definetly be asleep for at least 24 hours myself sometime next week!
Spent some time today looking for weels. Thay are out there.
Have to hit a doc in the box tomorrow. I havent had a decent nights sleep in over a month and it is starting to show. I am realy quite crabby.
Went and saw Batman Returns last night. Wont go down in cinimatic history but it was entertaining. Wish I wasn't so far out... Read More
I've noticed this too, the rude comments some people make to each other on forums and blogs and so on. It's too bad some people have to be such rude bastards. I suppose it's just too easy when it's not face to face... Makes some people's balls grow artificially large.
It is nice on SG, most people are pretty polite, at least unless the topic is rude to begin with We don't have to deal with the random, spoiled 12 year olds spouting off either. Yeah, it's a nice oasis in an online wasteland isn't it? Plus there's naked girls!
There is something about giving a dog a bath, then having it find a patch of open dirt to roll in. Gives me goose flesh and makes me all tingley.
Found a 97 Volvo 850 turbo, 115 000 miles that the guy at the lot wants "5 to 6 grand."
"We got it for income tax season thinking it would sell fast, but it dident... Read More
Dontcha love them EX's? It seems like there's always something left over for one to deal with be it bills, memories or perhaps in your case, injuries from a car tapping...
I have come to equate my last relationship to a fudgesicle. It was great at the beginning, sweet and satisfying. Eventually, I just ended up with a cold headache and this useless stick that I can't seem to stop chewing on. One more splinter and I promise to throw it away... LOL.
Good luck on getting a good deal on the Volvo! There's nothing like a sweet ride to perk a man up.