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lordauch

Hamilton ONT, Vancouver BC

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Tuesday Jun 07, 2005

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My eyes are still blurry from all the sun yesterday. Regardles I hauled my ass to Starwars. The graphics were great but the story was very much like a soap opera. It was almost like two seporate movies. Shure would like to work for ILM but Im told I would hate it very corporate. Been thinking of trying Troublemaker Studios here in Austin but...

Maybe if I could ever get my portfolio done I could do my Demo reel but its not going so good. Makes me feel so retarted because I know what I've done but I'm so stressed here that its just impossible to get shit done. Quickly becoming a spiral in the wrong direction. whatever
scinge:
That's a damn fine idea, Lordy! I'll start a "non-profit charity organization" I'll call it the Wellness Fund. I'll put donation cartons around town, and I'll get a P.O. box so people can mail me that one dollar a week that "will really make a difference"

Ever see what the presidents of some of those charities make? It's definetly not non-profit for some of them...

I saw the last Star Wars a week ago. I could have lived without seeing it. These newer ones just don't seem to do it for me. They have more action and the effects are improved but something is missing. Maybe it's because I already know the answers to everything.
It's like a magician showed me his greatest trick in the original 3 movies and the new movies are like me having to build the stupid, shiny box with the trapdoor and mirrors to do the trick. In the end, I just don't care.

Demo Reel? You in film school? Cinematography...?

I know what you mean about hard to get shit done. I consider myself a half assed writer and some days when I sit down and try to pound even a rough draft out, I can't concentrate. I start to think about things I might be missing or things I need to get done. The fact that I'm alone...
Sometimes I can channel the stress and use it to my advantage. The work comes out pretty dark and cynical but hey, that seems to be well accepted, even trendy these days. Maybe try feeding off of it instead of seeing it as an obstacle...

I've come up with some really good shit while gritting my teeth the whole time smile

Jun 9, 2005
scinge:
Wait, wait... Architect?

Yes, maybe I AM that imperceptive...
Jun 9, 2005

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