lordauch

3.50 in the AM ugh no sleep Iv'e taken the sleeping pills but still no sleep. I dont understand why it is so elusive for me at times. No patterns, no rymes or reasons, just restesness and boredom.

Maybe I will wake up tomorow and de a cockroach. I can hardly wait.

Spent the day destroying more of the terrible weed that grows in vines. Waiting for my software to do my portfolio. Supposed to be 2 day shiping but in bum fuck texas that means 7days. So to keep buisy I keep making war on the demon weed, no not that one.

Seeing more and more fireflys. Wish I had someone to watch them and snuggle...
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Hay another friend not used to that but very cool.

Its rained all day and I like it. Lots of thunder but Havent seen any lightning yetExcept for the 5 aceres of grass thats going to need to be cut now. Could be a kind of meditation if it werent for the drone of the mower engine.

Bout some software on ebay first time. Reminds...
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iT's been a few days now and ny ear is still swollen, Had my hair cut today and the hair dresser kinfd of freaked on it oh well.

Its starting to rain right now. After living in Phoenix for so long the rain is a very welcome reasuring sound. I am hoping that a bunch of poeple show up at Lovejoys on Sunday It would...
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Bzzzz..Zap Ouch what the fuck was that. First thing as I walked out the front door even befor my foot hits the ground a wasp stigs me on the left earlobe. What the hell is this the plants and now the bugs are out to get me!

This isn't Austrailia.

Contacted an old boss today about finding work since he knows everybody on ther planet...
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Went down to the creek tonight and saw numerous fireflies. Amazing little creatures.
Some how I need to come up with a copy of quark or pagemaker so I can do the layout of my portfolio and Its freekin expensive shit. What to do?

Saw my first fire fly tonight I love those things. When I lived in Austin soo many years ago Id go to the capitol and watch the fireflies in the eavnings. It was magical one of the fondest memories I have of Austin.

Best,
Red

Not much to say spent the day cleaning and getting rid of garbage. There seems to be no end to garbage. I get ris of some and there is more It seems like i did this 9 months ago... probably because I did.

Found this huge pioson ive plant growing up the side of the house. Pioson Ivy should be the state plant of Texas....
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It is amazing that when you arnt near simething you like how much they are missed. The whole time I was in Alberta I craved different foods. Mexican Thai, and Texas BBQ. Since ive been back thats all that Ive eaten. I miss the work up there but not the lifestyle. Living out of a bag is difficult to say the least. I want to...
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Brofe down and went to the doctor today. The poison ivy rash feels of cigarette gurns all over my body. Couldent sleep because of it. Last night spent most of the night trying to keep from scratching. with a headakeHopefully the prednisone will help. Last time I got poison ivy the rash and associated discomfort didn't set in for 2 weeks,sure hope that doesent happen...
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So I called this guy today about a job, I liked his work, and he starts asking me about these people that taught at a University I went to. " Do you know _____, and how about_____....." He finaly says the name of the person I last worked for there. This is no overstatement I literaly went broke working for this person. Nice enough guy...
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Bad day yesterday feeling isolated and grouchy.

Today though was much better. hoping that the sunshine would help the poison ivy rashes, I grabed a couple Fosters oil cans and was off to Hippy Hollow. One of the places that I enjoyed when I lived here before.
The weather was great a slight breese and very few people. After living in phoenix for 15 years...
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