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Thursday Oct 01, 2009

Oct 1, 2009
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So today has been eye opening. Well, perhaps this morning at midnight would be more exact.
Without going into detail, I have simply done some heavy thinking about past and present choices, especially understand that I may have some sort of depression. I still like to deny it, but many people say I need to go the my psychiatrist. I say cuts don't automatically scream depression or attention.

But after today, a lot of stuff has been going on up in my thinker. A lot of positive changes, especially the start of a journal that I plan to burn once it's full, and how to cope with things better.

On the other side of life, I've had the last couple days off from work due to a toe surgery I had where they had to chemically burn part of the area that grows the toenail, just a tiny portion of it on one toe, to make it stop growing. Bloodier than I thought something like that would be. o.o

And the thread I linked in my last blog, I thank everybody for that. There was a lot of great feedback in that. And yes, I do have emo hair. It's not that long anymore because of my job I've had the last year, but I'm trying to transfer to fright so I can unleash what I like to be.

Last thought: Hope to hook up with the PDX group on here for some portland events.

HOW IS EVERYBODY? tongue

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