loper_just_loper's SuicideGirls Blog

Lemmi died last night.

We miss you sweetheart. Rest well.

i noticed a band called Jack off Jill on alot of peoples fav band list, so i checked them out, YES! They do kick some ass.

I am preping my portfolio, something big may happen for me, YAY!

Fucking LYING ASS vet!!!What the hell. Turns out that she should be ok after all, the vet was just a dumb fuck-tard who thinks he read the thing wrong. I am glad that she is ok but FUCK!. I was fighting back tears all damn day because that asshole can't read his own damn equipment.

I got a call today with some bad news. Let me start this off by saying what has been happening the past few days. Kayla and Dalton took their rat, Lemmiwinks, to the park the other day to let her play and romp around. Well of course she loved it, but at the end of the day she was acting funny. She couldnt walk straight...
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I finnaly have my social life back YAY! Kay Dalton and I have been doin' stuff more often lately. The 3 of us and our friend justin are gonna finnaly get the band rollin' on thursday. I have been working on a new photo manip based on Brackish by Kittie. I think my next one will be based on A Perfect Circles 3 Libras, that...
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YAY for Final Fantasy Online!!!

I got it and I am hooked.

Victory is mine!

Yeah, you know what. FUCK dating, fuck relationships and the whole thing. Its an incredible waste of time and effort all for little or no reward. I would be much happier to just hang out with my friends and have a good time. I don't need sex to be happy.

synnove:

glad you enjoyed my journal

sounds like you're a little jaded on the relationship front... it's never fun when you're feeling like that about relationships. hope you find someone that makes you happy eventually

Mar 20, 2005

my fight with depression is killing me. it is becoming more and more difficult to find ways to keep myself in a good mood. it always seems like i am being ignored and neglected by my friends. i am now finding myself wishing Nikki and i never got serious with eachother because we no longer talk like we did before and i feel like i...
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myra:

So, this is the first thing you can be happy about: No PMS! Because that would mean depression AND terrible mood swings

So, what is your way to deal with pain?

Mar 14, 2005

myra:

Sleeping is a good thing to do. It's even better when the weather is good and you have a walk for an hour or so before

Mar 14, 2005

I just thought you all may find this ammusing, one of the things we are framing at work is an original movie poster for " Deep Throat "

I thought it kicked ass. XD