loper_just_loper

So yeah, I have been cheated out of going to the Kittie show... TWICE! Fuck...

What I want to say here, I won't.

Everything is not alright.

Guess who gets to see Kittie sunday!

So yeah... there's this girl, Amy. I have known her for years. I really like her, but she is busy and overwhelmed with school and such, I have no idea if she likes me. I don't know if i have a chance or not. So yeah, if any of you have been wondering whats been going on with me, thats pretty much where my mind...
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A little less than an hour ago, I met the rudest person I have ever met.

I give up...

I got my Cloud action figure in the mail today.

I am such a FFVII nerd.

I also got my print from the lovely Myra yesterday. I must find a nice frame for it. Its all personalized and shit, Myra rules.

Why does my life play such cruel games with me, why am i forced to hurt the ones i love, why cant it be simple like it was before...

i dont want this anymore, i dont want this pain, i dont want this guilt, i dont want to feel victimized and i dont want to feel this hated

i never meant to hurt you, i...
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I hate myself.

That is all...

ok i know nobody reads my posts but i'm gonna post anyway, but yeah, the lady and i are pretty much still in love and even as tough as things may get for us, we want to still be together