HELP ME!!! my stress levels are through the roof. my job is REALLY getting to me, but if i quit, i loose that as a reference, if i stay too much longer i risk having a nervous breakdown, my only option is to stay till i get a for sure job somewhere else. i am gonna ask vicky for some time off to
" recover "
it would be nice if i could get out every once in a while , but with no working car and my closing almost every night, it is not easy
i just hope that when i get my tattoo around april time, kim will know somebody who could take an apprentice for a tattoo artist, if i could do that and a part time job, to pay bills and rent, i would be happier , i think
i guess i will tell dalton and kay that they gotta take me out thursday or else, i need more friends XD, i hate that i lost contact with everyone else, what i really need is to find a girl to go on a date with, but i am no longer letting kayla hook me up with her friends, that led to disaster too many times( one girl just quit talking to kay and we never met like we were gonna, another turned on all of us, got into coke. and got arrested in a drug raid, and the last one... well, that was nikki, we know how that went )
it is hard to find anyone to so much as go on a date with because the only time i get to meet people is at work, and that is not a place i can look for dates. blah!!! my life is sucky right now, i am gonna go try to relax now and get my mind off of this stuff
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hahhaha