loper_just_loper

Guess who gets to see Kittie sunday!

So yeah... there's this girl, Amy. I have known her for years. I really like her, but she is busy and overwhelmed with school and such, I have no idea if she likes me. I don't know if i have a chance or not. So yeah, if any of you have been wondering whats been going on with me, thats pretty much where my mind...
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A little less than an hour ago, I met the rudest person I have ever met.

I give up...

I got my Cloud action figure in the mail today.

I am such a FFVII nerd.

I also got my print from the lovely Myra yesterday. I must find a nice frame for it. Its all personalized and shit, Myra rules.

Why does my life play such cruel games with me, why am i forced to hurt the ones i love, why cant it be simple like it was before...

i dont want this anymore, i dont want this pain, i dont want this guilt, i dont want to feel victimized and i dont want to feel this hated

i never meant to hurt you, i...
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I hate myself.

That is all...

ok i know nobody reads my posts but i'm gonna post anyway, but yeah, the lady and i are pretty much still in love and even as tough as things may get for us, we want to still be together

I am going to make some sample designs and post them in a blog( on myspace, www.myspace.com/xx_loper_xx ) soon, and I will start taking commisions for custom designs. Prices will be somewhat negotiable. And you must use Paypal, or if you live near enough, cash.

Just thought I'd let you all know in advance, so if you are thinking about getting one, let me know.

Dear old redneck driving by in a shitty truck, please do not insult me as you drive by when you obviously look more retarded than me. So, cowboy, go find the rest of the Village People, and have your gay sex party, and leave me, "Dracula", alone. Thanks fucker.

Life goes on weather we go with it or not. Time to pack up and go, I guess.

Kittie. April 30th. The Hive. Tulsa, OK. I am going if it kills me.