looksthatkill77

Is no news truly good news?
I haven't heard shit from my lawyer yet and it's buggin' me.

Had a good Father's Day, spent it with my daughter and the doggies. Also spent it with my "about to be" ex., it's all paperwork. I actually spent the weekend in the house which I'm letting her stay in during this whole ordeal while I rent a shitty studio downtown. Anyways........Saturday nite got a little loose with the wine and we started talking about where things went wrong, etc....... You know the feeling. When I was delivered a crushing blow that I never imagined could hurt me the way that it has and I cannot get it out of my head.

We went out a lot when we met, blah blah blah, like most people. I still like to go out and party, play guitar do the whole band thing and yes drink. She told me that one of the reasons she married me was because she thought that either I'd eventually slow down or that she could "change" me. MOTHER FUCKER!!!

So what you're telling me is that the same shit that attracted you to me, you wanted to change?!?
WOW!!!
I feel somewhat sick, I wish she told me that she fucked 20 guys instead. I think I could've dealt with that.

I don't know if I'm just stupid or I was blind-sided?!?

All I want to do is love and be loved, now that I'm 30 I completely understand what "hopeless romantic" means.
or at least the "hopeless" part.

I adore women, and I get shit on.

Why does a dog that gets beat come back for more? bad attention is better than no attention at all.