Just returned from the most wonderful vacation in France. God, it was so beautiful there- I can't wait to go back. Aside from my liver needing much recovery, I feel much more rejuvinated and peaceful.
The wind's changes are all about and they finally seem to be more growth oriented than destructive. My past is full of heartache and dissappointment....years of tears that I now realize were not all in vain. It's hard to be patient, I hate waiting for things and hate uncertainty even more...faith and hope are really the only things that have kept me away from the dark clutches of despair and jadedness.
"There are as many dark nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be wihtout a measure of darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by saddness" ~ Carl Jung
Being an overly analytical person, I've always tried to find the reason or meaning for why certain things happen. I still don't really know and maybe I never will. The only thing I do know is that my choices have led me to a path which entertwines with the most wonderful individual who I thought only existed in my dreams. Nothing can be compared to the amplitude of delectation that this person has given me. I can sense the aura of sychronicity all around me- for I know that this experience occured at the only time that it could have....when it was needed most and when I was ready to recieve it.
Though the future still remains unseen, I have learned not to overly stress about the things that I have no control over. With this in mind all I can do, is accept things as they come- and as long as I can do so with an open heart and mind then perhaps I may just attain the enlightenment my that soul is constantly longing for.
The wind's changes are all about and they finally seem to be more growth oriented than destructive. My past is full of heartache and dissappointment....years of tears that I now realize were not all in vain. It's hard to be patient, I hate waiting for things and hate uncertainty even more...faith and hope are really the only things that have kept me away from the dark clutches of despair and jadedness.
"There are as many dark nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be wihtout a measure of darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by saddness" ~ Carl Jung
Being an overly analytical person, I've always tried to find the reason or meaning for why certain things happen. I still don't really know and maybe I never will. The only thing I do know is that my choices have led me to a path which entertwines with the most wonderful individual who I thought only existed in my dreams. Nothing can be compared to the amplitude of delectation that this person has given me. I can sense the aura of sychronicity all around me- for I know that this experience occured at the only time that it could have....when it was needed most and when I was ready to recieve it.
Though the future still remains unseen, I have learned not to overly stress about the things that I have no control over. With this in mind all I can do, is accept things as they come- and as long as I can do so with an open heart and mind then perhaps I may just attain the enlightenment my that soul is constantly longing for.
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