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K. So I'm well aware that the void that is cyberspace and this site and just generally all women and folk as a whole could care fucking less about what I have to say unless I somehow become and amazingly published writer. But......I'm pretty sure that I'm undateable (spelled that wrong). First off I'm an intellectual which means two things.....one, that I'm not the most manly man in the world. This should be relatively obvious. Two, If you're an idiotic female who's sole purpose in life is to buy things and snag a man who will provide you with a Range Rover and a false sense of security then I have no interest in you EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE PROBABLY GORGEOUS! Honestly....I think I'd rather fuck your questionably hot friend (and you all have that one) because I have a genuine connection with her. Am I alone in believing that people should ponder life and all it's lovely miseries, and avoid the trappings of materialism and shallow behavior (even though I'm in love with fashion and looking sexy....though I don't fuck dudes).
I'm pretty sure I'm gonna have to leave my now girl, even though shes living in australia for a year, because I don't think that i am capable of dealing with the fact that she is a devout christian. How do I tell someone I love dearly that every time they mention god in passing that I'm secretly laughing at them and blaspheming behind their back. I had the lord shoving his holy cock down my throat my whole childhood and cannot even stomach the thought of the savior anymore. Not into it. And my lovely lady, bless her (ha!) prays for things like employment and a place to stay, under the thought that god apparently cares about all the aspects of our happiness, including our jobs and housing. Right....does anyone else finds this ridiculous?
I'm gonna die alone. I know it. Oh well. I've got whiskey and weed to keep me company till the end i suppose.