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Well.....today has been one of the hardest days I have ever gone through. The day when I had to say goodbye to the woman who has been my everything for the last year has finally come....and I am officially a wreck. I have never had to go through something like this, being emotionally shut off for years has kept me from having to care enough to feel, and therefore kept me safe. My sorrow cannot really be put into words. My first reaction is to crawl deep into a bottle and numb everything, but I'm trying as hard as I possibly can to keep it together and press onward....but fuck man...I've never cried that hard.

I love you Kim....I truly hope you find what you're looking for out there. My heart will be here for you when you get back.