Sorry I have not been around much lots going on and have been a little down, I'm feeling better slowly, Easter is very emotional for me because it was the day before we rolled into Iraq, it was something to see there at sunrise thousands of soldiers heads bowed in prayer not all were Christian but no one cared because we were there to support...
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5 minutes stretching before and after, 4 miles 45 minutes, 45 minutes MSE, feeling pretty good really sore and tried but good, damn I'm getting old

Sorry kind of depressed will try and be back and active again went running to day 5 miles 45 minutes, no weights just water, pretty tired

Lately i'v been wondering whats been going on
I'v been here before but i don't remember when
and everytime we get to where we're entering
i feel my beliefs and hopes surrendering
but i know, i'll be coming home soon
and yes i know, that i'll be coming home soon
'Cause like the enemies that we are batteling, i am nothing but a human alien...
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I feel cold and dead inside, things happening all around and it no longer phases me, friends are dieing, family members are sick, people everywhere are hurting and through all this, I've just stopped caring, its fucked up it should bother me that I no longer care but even that dose not move me, I think something is really wrong

Warning useless whining