Feeling nostalgic today after talking with some of my brother's
The Engineer Song
Chorus: We are, we are, we are, we are, we are the Engineers. We can, we can, we can, we can demolish 40 beers. Drink up, drink up, drink up, drink up and come along with us Cause we dont give a damn about any old man who dont give a damn...
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The Engineer Song
Chorus: We are, we are, we are, we are, we are the Engineers. We can, we can, we can, we can demolish 40 beers. Drink up, drink up, drink up, drink up and come along with us Cause we dont give a damn about any old man who dont give a damn...
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ebonee:
Me too. Tis the season to be a recluse.
ebonee:
That best have made sense
I really need to learn to stop bottling everything up inside me, stop letting my ex wife effect me so much, yes I know I'm stupid for still loving her but damn she was my wife and really I miss the woman I married, need to stop using alcohol to deadening my emotional pain, start letting people back in, god I sound like a whiny...
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kirin:
And what was the deal with that little pony tail braid thing????
throughnthrough:
thank you, love!! i feel like i'm a silly twelve year old girl! 
Thinking of drinking myself into coma, im completely pissed and hurt tonight
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katya:
lots more than i thought..
cadavre:
I'll try not to over do it
For those of you that dont know I have horrible nightmares but the last week in with all the bad have been some really good, if you haven't seen supernatural then you won't understand the dream
Me and my brother Frost were like Dean and Sam, RaymondAlginon was our Bobby, but lots of others were there Kas and Phlea_ ran the crossroads bar, LadyCharlie and...
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Me and my brother Frost were like Dean and Sam, RaymondAlginon was our Bobby, but lots of others were there Kas and Phlea_ ran the crossroads bar, LadyCharlie and...
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coffeelove:
thanks love
louisiana:
Hmm, what did happen...I learned a hard lesson about being manipulated by people you love.
Really down and depressed lately, thinking of just going off and hiding in a cave
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irishlad_:
Dont hide in a cave..unless it's Bruce Wayne's Batcave cos that's a cool cave.... 
No seriously chin up dude things always get better in time.
No seriously chin up dude things always get better in time.
rayraythemanape:
LOL.... Then you know EXACTLY what I am talking about...
Long ago in land that God forgot my brothers and I fought in a war, our body's and minds pushed beyond the breaking point, our battles tempered us making us stronger then we we're before, but deep inside us all the killing and fighting was starving our souls, poisoning us in ways we couldn't see or feel, all we knew was battle and the love...
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rayraythemanape:
Not so much, but it did confuse me a lot this morning.
rayraythemanape:
You got that right!
Wonder why people act like I have two heads when I say yes I'm Christian yes my best friend in the whole world the man is like blood to me is a native American pagan, yes I believe in magic, God the Devil, Angeles, Demons, and there truly is good an evil and that someday the world will end oh yes and believe prayers/meditation/positive thought...
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niniane:
Thank you!
kirin:
I'm an atheist and my bestest friend in the whole world is a devout Catholic. We don't judge each other for what we believe and I'll even go to church with her from time to time because it's important to her. She doesn't actively try to convert me and I don't argue with her beliefs. It's a little something called mutual respect.
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rayraythemanape:
Yeah, my shrink told me it's fairly common. I am emotionally numb accept for negative emotions. I cannot remember a time in my life I was actually happy.
luckie:
Thank you! xox
xoxWell things have been getting rough in my life people shitting on me (and no not really shitting on me figuratively they have been) it sucks because I don't really let people affect me unless I care about them so it hurts double, I don't let many people in because if I do it gives them the ability to affect my life, and I'm just...
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heartbaker:
I'm at that point I feel like I can't trust anyone at all
nuka:
I know exactly how you feel! I have had a lot of people shit on me in my life as well. It is hard to trust people after that...it hurts even more when you finally do trust someone and they turn around and shit on you too....been there and never want to do it again! hang in there!
Understand that friends come and go,
but with a precious few you should hold on.
Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.
A few years back I lost the best friend I ever had
but with a precious few you should hold on.
Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.
A few years back I lost the best friend I ever had
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rayraythemanape:
Actually, in my family history. None of my realities have ever suffered from a parasite of any kind. It's a fun fact my Uncle likes to brag about.
I don't even get bit by many bugs when others around me a being eaten alive.
*shrugs*
I don't even get bit by many bugs when others around me a being eaten alive.
*shrugs*
alyeska:
i wish i could hug you.
did you hear, time line got pushed forward! im excited, but mostly worried. any earlier of an arrival and it will be my "shark week" and im not happy about that.
did you hear, time line got pushed forward! im excited, but mostly worried. any earlier of an arrival and it will be my "shark week" and im not happy about that.