longlostsapper

ok i was thinking why do i keep pushing myself so hard i willl never be as strong or fast as i once was i can never be a soldier again no matter how hard i try my body just cant do it any more, i miss it so much its a world you can not undrestand till you have lived it all i had to do was what i was told and i was good at my job it gave my a reason how meny of you can say you have done something to make the world a better place i removed land mines, and yes i did some bad things to but again if you were not there you just cant know what it like, so this is my new gole peramedic school now since i can still do it, then we willl see what comes