longlostsapper

well shit my Ptsd and violent rage disorder got the best of me today, i hurt some kids(like 20years olds) for something stupid they said when i was out on my run first violent out burst in 2 years maybe i am not as strong as i thought and should just go back on meds, i though i was over this shit i talk all big and bad but the truth is i have don a lot of dad things in my life and if i could go throu the rest of my life and never need to harm a nother living thing i would be a happy man