longlostsapper

Day is done,
gone the sun,
From the hills,
from the lake,
From the skies.
All is well,
safely rest,
God is nigh.
Go to sleep,
peaceful sleep,
May the soldier
or sailor,
God keep.
On the land
or the deep,
Safe in sleep.
Love, good night,
Must thou go,
When the day,
And the night
Need thee so?
All is well.
Speedeth all
To...
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Can't sleep clown will eat me, about three days no sleep, took some meds hopefully that will help, this really sucks I'm so tired and just want to get a good nights sleep, what do you guys do to get over nightmares, lately nothing has been helping me, I'm at my limit between the meds and exhaustion I know I will get to sleep tonight...
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I'm lost have gone out to find self if found before returned please tie to poll in back yard thanks

Sorry I haven't been around as much been kind of busy, and the bad nightmares have started back up so I have been trying to deal with it, guess I should not shut everyone out when it happens just a defense mechanism so sorry I will try and be more active again

Felt it was time to change my blog/journal I have been pretty depressed this last week or so, but thanks to everyone's support, kind words, love and friendship, and the silliness board I have been feeling much better, not 100% just yet but getting there, still getting texts from the ex wife but whatever right, at lest I get to talk to my daughter more...
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So if its been years and you thought your divorce was done but its not because its some kind of legal nightmare but your ex wife knew and didn't say anything but went out hooked up with some on got knocked up by him put you through hell, then starts being nice to you, because this guy is an asshole and abusive to her and...
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I love being nothing, things were starting to look up then I get a text from her that she doesn't want to talk to me anymore, proving yet again I'm worthless, when they don't even care enough to call and brake up with you, just a text, good thing don't want to start thinking I deserve any kind of respect or even common courtesy, fuck...
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Turning
back the pages to the times I love best
I wonder
if she'll ever do the same
Now the
thing that I call living is just being satisfied
With knowing
I got no one left to blame

Heard that an old army buddy got his head bashed in trying to stop a rape, I don't know for sure still trying to find out, again I dont know if it's true or not







Still no word, decided to do the loser thing and get drunk

Well I have been using my phone at full power all day, and have gone through 3 external backups and am on my second battery, and its about dead, I still have two fully charged batteries left I'm thinking I could go throught a whole day with out plugging into an outlet, and I say again this has been at full power use, not on...
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