longlostsapper

Ran 3 miles in 25 minutes in my body armor man I'm getting old

sorry i have not been on much have had lote to do fixed the hot water heater and other things around the house man i should get payed to do all this work (not my house and dont live there) feeling alittle better just need to get to the va hospital and get my new meds may even get some sleep who knows later all

so ok i got a text from my ex girl friend to at 10:00 in the am about how she still cares aout me and misses me, but this is the first i have herd from her in over a monththe last time we talked she told me we cant be together its not you its me, and thats a crock of shit and we...
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ok i was thinking why do i keep pushing myself so hard i willl never be as strong or fast as i once was i can never be a soldier again no matter how hard i try my body just cant do it any more, i miss it so much its a world you can not undrestand till you have lived it all i had...
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well stupid me i pulled my shoulder choping wood to day, wish i could say it was somthing cool but nope just over work

ok in the middle of a bad day i go to get the mail and what do i find but one of my friends sent me a new girl friend

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and i think she maybe smarter then my ex wife what do you think?

well shit my Ptsd and violent rage disorder got the best of me today, i hurt some kids(like 20years olds) for something stupid they said when i was out on my run first violent out burst in 2 years maybe i am not as strong as i thought and should just go back on meds, i though i was over this shit i talk all...
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so my friend fucked me over today and i missed my english test and my teacher is fucking pissed i hope i can take it sat, i mean wtf over the test is at 13:00 you fucking know this and dont call or text me evan a god dam email nothing come on you have to take the test to wow i need to go...
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