longblackbangs

Okay, I'm still giving this sight a rest but just wanted the leave on a brighter note. I got a totally random email today from a friend that softened my blackening heart just a bit:

we were all talking about marriage earlier and how we would never do it, but just a second ago i declared that if i had to pick a 'life partner' to like know my whole life and hang out with and live with it would totally be you! everyone male and female in the room agreed they would pick you too. No i am not drunk, i am only on beer ..1. Ok i'll see you later!

The awesome ones totally outweight the bastards...it's just hard to remember.

Again, I'm a sucker for keeping in contact through email though. longblackbangs@yahoo.com

this time for real,
lovebillyboy...

Well morning came and it dressed the sky in a lovely yellow gown
Now the shops they are all opening in that narrow hallway of downtown
Filled with people who are shopping for their lovers and their friends
Saying they won't ever be lonely again...

Well a forest fenced becomes backyards like songs are born from sound
And the apple fell and it taught us all we are chained here to the ground
So, I mean, here we go but there ain't no escape
No, these streets they're just dead ends
So I won't ever be happy again...

Well, it seems you too see a painful blue when you stare into the sky
You'd never understand the motion of a hand waving you goodbye
"Bye bye"
But as the story goes or it is often told a new day will arise
And all the dance halls will be full of skeletons that are coming back to life
And on a grassy hill the lion will lay down with the lamb
And I won't ever be lonely again

No, no, no, no, no

But until that time
I think I had better find some disbelief to suspend
Cause I don't want to feel like this again...
-Conor Oberst