longblackbangs

People recieving shit that they don't want and people stressing out about giving shit to people that don't want it. All so we can join together on a very special day, exchange that shit and not communicate with each other except during commercials on the football game. Brilliant!!! Where do I sign up?

Day 3 or 4 (I can't remember) on this suburbian xmas nightmare. Okay, maybe that is going a little overboard, but my tounge is starting to bleed from me biting it so much.

I wrote a bunch more but erased it all because it sounded really mean. Bottom line: I'm around a bunch of people I love but really can't stand. You know, the whole cliche holidays thing. Xmas consisted of the robotic responses about what I am doing with my life when I really wanted to say, "Nothing! But I still think I am happier than I would be living in this suburbanite hell awkwardly tiptoeing around my wife/husband in a world that we both fucking hate. All the while wondering 'Is this what a business degree, new house and new car payments can get us?!?!'"

I saw the late showing of Life Aqautic last night though so that was nice, and I'm going down to Huntington Beach tommorow night so that should be good as well

hope everyone is doing well
lovebilly

ps - for some reason the computer I have access to cannot get to my email. So don't label me a bigger asshole than I already am not responding through there at the moment

pps - Billy's dictionary word of the day
self-absorbed : when 11,600 people die in a tidal wave and someone bitches about the minute details of their life. See also: Billyboy.