longblackbangs

c'mon Mom
I'm so scared
all things you told me are coming true
c'mon now
I'm too young to feel this tired
so you ran out of money so soon
and drifting on the open sea won't get you there this time...
-the Elected

I guess if I'm gonna get my money's worth I should probably update now. So, the last week has been nice. I don't really what to say about it all that won't totally bore everyone...but basically I saw lots of people and friends. And it was nice to leave the suffocating city and my stomach sort of dropped when I drove back into that clusterfuck of billboards, buildings, traffic, and rediculously high rent last night. Somebody remind me why I moved here again and will someone else tell me what happens if you break a year lease after only six months.

Hmmm... Alot of stuff has happened but most of it is only interesting to me as thoughts that bounce around in my mind. Drank booze and raided thrift stores. Continually listened to Elliott Smith, Soviet, the Elected and Queen (the only CD's I brought with me). The only outwardly interesting things are I cut my own hair and it looks fucking good. I surprised even myself and my roomate still doesn't believe I did it on my lonesome. I'm too broke and lazy to get a picture up, but just picture the reverse mullet...long in the front and really really short in the back.

Wow, this entry sucks...ughhh I'm over it I guess. Maybe when I find out for sure if I am gonna keep running away - from cow town to city, city to college town, college town to grave - I will update again....we'll see.

lovebilly...

Oh my
Nothing else could have been done
Made his life a lie so he might never have to know anyone
Made his life the lie you know
-elliott smith