longblackbangs

*sigh*
I have again reached the point in my life where I no longer know what the hell I want to do with it.

I'm thinking my major in school is just depressing the hell out of me though. I am reading three books right now for my classes and there are all doom and gloom about the state of the planet. At this point I have a hard enough time getting through my own day and reading how things are just falling apart due to our everyday way of life only brings me down further.

On that note though if you want to get an entertaining taste of guilt you should check out this movie I saw it last night after spending the day reading too much about global warming and species loss so this was just the icing on the cake (warning: if you don't want to puke the next time you drink a glass of milk I wouldn't recommend seeing it ) The one positive thing was I got to see it at a theatre that serves beer and vegan pizza and that has couches rather than normal stadium seating This place truely kicks ass

Anyway, I guess ignorance truely is bliss

Hope all is well with everyone. Well, I got to take a bath and go to bed so I can get up at 6am

lovebilly...

okay conor, sing me to sleep...
Well a forest fenced
becomes backyards
Like songs are born from sound
And the apple fell
And it taught us all
We are chained here to the ground
So, I mean, here we go
But there ain't no escape
No, these streets they're just dead ends
So I won't ever be happy again


but i guess it gets better...

But as the story goes
or it is often told
A new day will arise
And all the dance halls will
Be full of skeletons
That are coming back to life
And on a grassy hill
the lion will
lay down with the lamb
And I won't ever be lonely again
No, no, no, no, no
But until that time
I think I had better find
some disbelief to suspend
Cause I don't want to feel like this again