is there any justice in a world where you can't put a suicide girl in your "Favorite Pictures" just because they are archived...
at any rate...my friend once gave me a mix CD that was title "Sometimes when I drink I feel that I can drive and when I'm sober it's as if nobody is behind the wheel". For some reason that always comes into my head when i'm drinking (or smoking) and i over analyze my life. I think people subconciously have a way of fooling themselves that their life is okay even when they know it is not. It's not until one factor in your head changes (panic attack, drinking, ect) that you are forced to look at youself in the third person and see all your flaws that you think you are keeping so well hid and the path of a mundane life one is taking if they don't start those things that they want to do with their life. I would like to say that it is as easy as quiting drinking or something and facing the world with a consistant mindstate but I'm not so sure that is the most healthy thing to do. Anyway, that whole concept hit me hard again in the haze of a drunken night...
...for the sake of my body it might be good not to drink though due to the fact that being overly confident and sliding down an icy driveway will only result in slamming your hip into the side of a parked truck, then falling underneath it and being at the mercy of your best friend to pull you out...
-billyboy...
...and in a lab under every flag right now, someone's splitting atoms and inventing new breakfast cereals in the shape of their nation's borders and drawing brand new maps, discreetly expanding their nations borders.
it's root root root for the home team
shout like your dad at the tv screen
tie a dollar bill around a circus flea
the fee to flee what you can't see.
i agree with glee with me.
our font's bigger than your font. our font - so straight, so legible and tall and impenetrable, like a fortress, like a column, a skyscraper. our font will crush your font, we like our font just fine - one font under god under god under god under god un.
songoftheday (hence the lyrics) - Hymie's Basement - 21st Century Pop Song
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Funny, in being away from the site, I find myself what new and interesting ideas are popping up in the journal of Billyboy. Nice to come back and see that we're still on the exact same paragraph of the same page. I've been spending way too much time participating in escapist behaviours (the drinking, the drugs) to avoid my own 'third person'. I think I know it'll be messy when I start to become a little more objective about my life..,. wow. Friggin Cathartic Cathy over here...
Well, in any case, that girl is hot.