everyone i know is strange...strange in that good way but also in that "where did that come from way". I need scorecards, charts and graphs to figure them all out but I think that would only make things more difficult because I think it is all this overanalyzing that causes me to make judgements which are quickly proven wrong. I don't even know where I want to go to anymore, we all have different priorities and they all seem like they will clash some day...and yes the city is a cartoon, and being in a man made cartoon when your depressed is like being in that cartoon house in the Twilight Zone movie...not fun (except it would have been damn cool to see that big freaky bunny!). I'm even getting burnt out on the hipster thing there also...although I don't see getting over the siren song on the countless suicide-esque girls everywhere in the city.
I did get some new records this weekend but I cant listen to them because my reciever is fucked...(thank you life for making even the small joys unobtainable because gawd knows the big fairy tale things are never gonna fucking come true.)
im most likely going to be starting a new job in about a month that requires me to stand for eight hours a day and I have trouble just walking around my house and my fucking knee is only getting worse...let me tell you it is a horrible feeling when you know you are going to have to get your knee replaced somewhere in your life and that it is only a matter of time before you do...
*okay, thank you for coming and I will open the gifts and eat the cake in good time, but for now this pitty party must come to an end. I have work to do and things to cry about*
P.S. the records were...
The Stills - Logic will Break Your Heart
Azure Ray - Hold on Love
The Rapture - Echoes
and The Cure - Trilogy DVD
I did get some new records this weekend but I cant listen to them because my reciever is fucked...(thank you life for making even the small joys unobtainable because gawd knows the big fairy tale things are never gonna fucking come true.)
im most likely going to be starting a new job in about a month that requires me to stand for eight hours a day and I have trouble just walking around my house and my fucking knee is only getting worse...let me tell you it is a horrible feeling when you know you are going to have to get your knee replaced somewhere in your life and that it is only a matter of time before you do...
*okay, thank you for coming and I will open the gifts and eat the cake in good time, but for now this pitty party must come to an end. I have work to do and things to cry about*
P.S. the records were...
The Stills - Logic will Break Your Heart
Azure Ray - Hold on Love
The Rapture - Echoes
and The Cure - Trilogy DVD
So what's this job that might require 8 hours standing time? I'll tell you what a weird old lady asked me out of the blue on the bus one day: "You should really wear insoles in those shoes." I interpreted it as divine intervention, or some shoe equivalent to it, and now my 8 hour standing shifts are.... well still 8 hours of standing. But less painful.
What's your verdict on the new Rapture?
Best comment I think I've heard is that for all the hype, it came out a year too late.
By the way, what's an appropriate gift to bring to a pity party? Kleenex to dry the tears? A shiny new pony? Noise makers and party hats? Banana and pb sandwiches?