time to update this shit...
This weekend was one of the best weekends I have had in recent memory. Drank booze, watched some real sick bands play at a park in SF, got kicked off a bus and lost on a BART train, got to know a really cool girl, drank more booze, smoked more than I would have liked to, got an erection in...
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This weekend was one of the best weekends I have had in recent memory. Drank booze, watched some real sick bands play at a park in SF, got kicked off a bus and lost on a BART train, got to know a really cool girl, drank more booze, smoked more than I would have liked to, got an erection in...
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so i finally get home from being out of town and what do i find sitting on a pile of my shirts? give up? a paralzed rat. yeah its still alive but its back is completely turned the wrong way and it is sitting in a pile of its own poo-poo. the cat in my household (notice how i don't say "my cat" because this...
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shorteyes:
small world, it's so sweet how this site brings people together, i just killed like seven kittens. you should be getting here right about now so...
captaincrass:
Arnold is here to pump you up. so lets get motivated to join him. 54% of america wanted him, and that failing grade in high school was enough to pass arnold right on into governer. Please begin eating fast food, lifting weights, and begin thinking of any other Idolized movie stars you would like to run our state/country, and dont forget to take notes from CNN. Its not a tuma.
ummm....think.think.think...I have nothing interesting to say at the moment. i've been taking pictures of razor blades and record players with a 4x5 camera for my photo class, reading Geek Love, and watching all my friends move out of town (i will be right behind them as soon as this fall semester plays itself out) that has been my life lately. I had this huge urge...
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Girl behind the screen, the movie I seem to see is hardly there. The glass contacts in my eyes make it hard to focus. When you step out on the floor, your dress is swaying in the piano. The fabric of your invisible body is being sewn with music. Katie, will you come true for me? Come by sometime when I'm awake? Everyone else just...
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jia:
it is because you are into veganism.
your the only one who's gonna read this. I mean who am i kidding. If you really want to read my rant check out the previous entry. I think I may be an asshole but I better keep this under control or im gonna eventually burn the very few bridges I amazingly managed to build. (I think I actually was just supervising as the few...
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olsen:
Well not necessarily, but the vast majority. I know I'm writing to strangers, for one.
lost_is_my_name:
Looks like you're not the only one anymore Olsen. mwhahahaha. How is it going Bangs?
the hippiecrite-
there needs to be a major overhall...all of these little countercultures are a fucking joke and a majority of us are just feeding our addictions all the while talking shit about the next guy. I never dug the music, or the hairstyles, or the clothing but had a fond appreciation for what I thought it all represented. It represents fucking nothing. Your music...
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there needs to be a major overhall...all of these little countercultures are a fucking joke and a majority of us are just feeding our addictions all the while talking shit about the next guy. I never dug the music, or the hairstyles, or the clothing but had a fond appreciation for what I thought it all represented. It represents fucking nothing. Your music...
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Dear God (let's say, hypothetically, that you do exist),
Question 1:
I like morbid jokes and often times I find I am interested when the discussion of freak accidents and suicide is discussed. I like to think that I have a good sense of humor and can pick up on when a joke is being played. So am I missing something? When is the punch...
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Question 1:
I like morbid jokes and often times I find I am interested when the discussion of freak accidents and suicide is discussed. I like to think that I have a good sense of humor and can pick up on when a joke is being played. So am I missing something? When is the punch...
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shorteyes:
Dear "LongBlackBangs" (Lets say hypothetically you do exist.)
Question 1:
Have you ever heard of a book called conversations with God? Some guy wrote a letter to God just to get questions and dilemas off his chest. It was really long and when he was done he just kept writing. What he wrote was the answers to all of his problems. He claims that it was God writing him back and it became an over priced best seller. I think that in writing out the questions he could hear the answers and needed to write them down to confirm that they really did make sense by reading them afterward. The interesting part, however, was his last question and the last answer. He asked if God's existence was only in his head, and God answered yes. "Yes and so what, does that make me any less real?" Your journal reminded me of that.
Question 2:
Will you go out with me? (circle one)
yes_______no________as long as nobody finds out
[Edited on Sep 17, 2003]
Question 1:
Have you ever heard of a book called conversations with God? Some guy wrote a letter to God just to get questions and dilemas off his chest. It was really long and when he was done he just kept writing. What he wrote was the answers to all of his problems. He claims that it was God writing him back and it became an over priced best seller. I think that in writing out the questions he could hear the answers and needed to write them down to confirm that they really did make sense by reading them afterward. The interesting part, however, was his last question and the last answer. He asked if God's existence was only in his head, and God answered yes. "Yes and so what, does that make me any less real?" Your journal reminded me of that.
Question 2:
Will you go out with me? (circle one)
yes_______no________as long as nobody finds out
[Edited on Sep 17, 2003]
shorteyes:
The reason that you aren't more serious about writing is beyond me. It almost makes me feel like I shouldn't be either, I mean if you can just, on a whim, right the way you do. Oh and I've been with most of the guys on your LAX team anyway, they won't admit it but they're cool!
HA HA HA HA!
die...
HA HA HA HA!
die...
sitting around, no work today
try pacing to keep awake
laying around, no school today
just drink until the clock has circled all the way
it is late afternoon
as you walk through the rooms
of a house that is quiet
except for unanswered telephones
you stand near the sink
while you're mixing a drink
you think you don't want to pass out
where your...
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try pacing to keep awake
laying around, no school today
just drink until the clock has circled all the way
it is late afternoon
as you walk through the rooms
of a house that is quiet
except for unanswered telephones
you stand near the sink
while you're mixing a drink
you think you don't want to pass out
where your...
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shorteyes:
Lets not forget to give credit to the other half of that song, Mr. Joe Knapp of Son Ambulance but I don't know how much of it he wrote, if any, but I wanted to sound cool in this post so I had to throw out some obscure musical fact. You should give the chem. girl a dead rose in a beaker (don't think I spelled that right).
school is now in full effect, which is good because now am forced to take pictures and I actually have "free" (minus school tuition) access to a functioning darkroom. 
Other than that I feel pretty shitty most of the time..oh well. Today however I recieved the nicest email anyone has ever sent me so I think I will give myself a few more day before...
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Other than that I feel pretty shitty most of the time..oh well. Today however I recieved the nicest email anyone has ever sent me so I think I will give myself a few more day before... Read More
shorteyes:
I'm judging from the heart eyed smiley faces that this was a romantic email so who, pray tell, was this net savy gentleman? KIDDING! Really though, am I so self absorbed that you told me about this and I forgot? And was it a woman?
yeah i just felt like I needed to put something up other than the last entry. it was getting sort of old and i want to get past that. umm...yeah thats it!
die...
die... 
comment on a comment aka variation of a theme aka the near perminant future (in laymans terms= a follow-up from the reply to my last journal):
the point is well taken but those are by no means new thoughts to me. getting that four track recorder doesn't mean a one track mind is soon to follow, and what is so bad about plastering every visible...
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the point is well taken but those are by no means new thoughts to me. getting that four track recorder doesn't mean a one track mind is soon to follow, and what is so bad about plastering every visible...
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lulumae:
You know what the funny thing is? I went and tried to resell the textbook (which I had been using this semester) and they're already on to the new edition. So it's obselete now. I should autograph it and put it on sale... now that everyone knows where it's been...
XOX-L
XOX-L
shorteyes:
To you and any of our friends who read my earlier reply...
...I meant nothing by what I siad, I made the mistake of beginning with sarcasm and ending with a cute shallow fantasy. I was simply trying to make you laugh, it sounded like you needed to. So please accept my appology, even though you can't see it I think everything is as it should be.
close one eye
and dot dot dot your die...
[Edited on Aug 31, 2003]
...I meant nothing by what I siad, I made the mistake of beginning with sarcasm and ending with a cute shallow fantasy. I was simply trying to make you laugh, it sounded like you needed to. So please accept my appology, even though you can't see it I think everything is as it should be.
close one eye
and dot dot dot your die...
[Edited on Aug 31, 2003]
and what's the record you're now digging but weren't at first?
i'm captivated.