One of my girlfriends copy and pasted this to me (Madam) as I'm off to sleep on this night. I really don't like being serious about stuff, it really lowers my mood. I use to keep everything so tightly locked up inside but it seems I've kinda leaked out a little bit of the real me, and I hate it. Instead of pretending everythings alright now I can only escape a few moments at a time.
"MadamAphrodisiac (9:41:03 PM): just wanted you to read something.. because its true, and we love you oodles etc...
shotofapplejuice (9:27:02 PM): I really hope dan knows that I care about him, and understand that its ok to feel what he feels
shotofapplejuice (9:27:19 PM): cause sometimes im afraid i made him think that i thought he would turn emo or something
shotofapplejuice (9:27:31 PM): but I really want him to open up...
shotofapplejuice (9:32:02 PM): i feel kinda bad...but I just want him to come out and admit stuff in the open"
I'm still recovering from the weekend. With St Patricks day and all, I've done a good deed though. A few of my friends got there to the place we were partying and saw me and before they were willing to drink but after seeing me I have been a inspiration for them to never drink.
After very little sleep I went canoeing after church yesterday on the bay. That was alot of fun, it is only the 2nd time I've been canoeing. It was such a beautiful day, and I took my friends out to a nice dinner at a fancy seafood place. Unfortunately on the way home I spilled some of the leftovers in the back of my car. I though just a little leaked out on my sweater but this morning I found out that it had gotten alot more than that... so now my car smells like old sea food and its one of the most revolting things ever. I spent quite a bit of time trying to clean it today but it still smells like shit, hoping having the windows rolled down overnight will help, I think i'll hafta go buy some fabreez or something in the morning if its still bad.
I got my memory card for my digital camera today, super stoked! If I weren't so tired I'd take some photos and post them but meh... Oooo Posh has a new photoset! *clicks* G'night!
"MadamAphrodisiac (9:41:03 PM): just wanted you to read something.. because its true, and we love you oodles etc...
shotofapplejuice (9:27:02 PM): I really hope dan knows that I care about him, and understand that its ok to feel what he feels
shotofapplejuice (9:27:19 PM): cause sometimes im afraid i made him think that i thought he would turn emo or something
shotofapplejuice (9:27:31 PM): but I really want him to open up...
shotofapplejuice (9:32:02 PM): i feel kinda bad...but I just want him to come out and admit stuff in the open"
I'm still recovering from the weekend. With St Patricks day and all, I've done a good deed though. A few of my friends got there to the place we were partying and saw me and before they were willing to drink but after seeing me I have been a inspiration for them to never drink.
After very little sleep I went canoeing after church yesterday on the bay. That was alot of fun, it is only the 2nd time I've been canoeing. It was such a beautiful day, and I took my friends out to a nice dinner at a fancy seafood place. Unfortunately on the way home I spilled some of the leftovers in the back of my car. I though just a little leaked out on my sweater but this morning I found out that it had gotten alot more than that... so now my car smells like old sea food and its one of the most revolting things ever. I spent quite a bit of time trying to clean it today but it still smells like shit, hoping having the windows rolled down overnight will help, I think i'll hafta go buy some fabreez or something in the morning if its still bad.
I got my memory card for my digital camera today, super stoked! If I weren't so tired I'd take some photos and post them but meh... Oooo Posh has a new photoset! *clicks* G'night!
Further more, yatta! for being able to finally use the digital camera. You're totally going to have to be a picture whore now.