"you lead everyone on in one way or another and it breaks our hearts"
Ouch... well I feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
Ouch... well I feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
one of my friends just randomly emailed me
"how do you feel today?"
and I responded "great. why do you ask?
"
and she responded
"because you don't feel to human to me.
you are always happy and entertaining and you need a lot of attention
so i just wasn't sure that you actually feel things
You like blurred out all emotion
but you're a...
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"how do you feel today?"
and I responded "great. why do you ask?
"and she responded
"because you don't feel to human to me.
you are always happy and entertaining and you need a lot of attention
so i just wasn't sure that you actually feel things
You like blurred out all emotion
but you're a...
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LoLz. I'm a pirate! YARRGGGGGG! Pirate water. Oh shit this is hard to type... lol. Dude. My buddy has a bottle of mead from way back when that I brewed and it tastes delicious, its aged for 3 years, its fucking delicious! Hahaha. YAAAARRGGGG Me be a pirate! (and I'm dressed like one too!).
Alright.. this is really hard to type but I am pretty...
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kirara367:
... WTF is wrong with you...
Hmm... I think I'm getting a little tired of people calling me crazy, not that I am not crazy. But if you know you are, I don't think you really can be, its entirely self induced crazy absurdness due to self affliction and hatred. Is that crazy? Well in that case, I'll just have to try a little harder to drowned the voices out- it's...
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kirara367:
Try as you might, there will always be some people who can see through your mask more than you'd like... if anything, beause they see a bit of themself and their own attempts to hide within you.
You're only as fucked up as you allow yourself to be... And usually the times you seem to be at your worst is when you give up and swim down the spiral. But that's a choice, I suppose.
And I don't think most of us can look back on our pasts without shuddering about it at least a little bit. But don't feel bad about it because it made you who you are today. And try as you might to convince yourself that you suck and have no point and blah blah, it's not quite true. So chin up doll, the world's not all bad.
You're only as fucked up as you allow yourself to be... And usually the times you seem to be at your worst is when you give up and swim down the spiral. But that's a choice, I suppose.
And I don't think most of us can look back on our pasts without shuddering about it at least a little bit. But don't feel bad about it because it made you who you are today. And try as you might to convince yourself that you suck and have no point and blah blah, it's not quite true. So chin up doll, the world's not all bad.
Young and Supple, this is my friends new name after last weeks shindig. I was trying to touch his cute little young and supple body while I was in the pool and my name has now caught on and all my friends and his girlfriend are now calling him that. I'm proud. And it fits so very nicely. He's so cute. =]
Last night I...
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Danger! Danger! High Voltage! When we touch, when we kiss!
I spent a most excellent weekend in the greatest city in the United States, beautiful San Fansisco. Me, my boyfriend, my girlfriend, and a new girl who had just arrived from Germany the day before cruised up to San Fran early Saturday morning and spent the day chillin downtown in Union Square and China town...
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I spent a most excellent weekend in the greatest city in the United States, beautiful San Fansisco. Me, my boyfriend, my girlfriend, and a new girl who had just arrived from Germany the day before cruised up to San Fran early Saturday morning and spent the day chillin downtown in Union Square and China town...
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kirara367:
Sounds fun, totally jealous.
One of my girlfriends copy and pasted this to me (Madam) as I'm off to sleep on this night. I really don't like being serious about stuff, it really lowers my mood. I use to keep everything so tightly locked up inside but it seems I've kinda leaked out a little bit of the real me, and I hate it. Instead of pretending everythings alright...
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kirara367:
Aww, all your friends WUV you and want you to be open! XD </super cheese> And I'm assuming you had fun for St. Patty's, so yay for that and canoeing. And boo for old seafood smell. That and animal crap/vomit are the worst smells I've had such a problem with getting out of the car... I almost want to stop bringing home leftovers because even if they don't smell it stinks up the car. >.< And stale cigarettes + seafood smell = TERRIBLE.
Further more, yatta! for being able to finally use the digital camera. You're totally going to have to be a picture whore now.
Further more, yatta! for being able to finally use the digital camera. You're totally going to have to be a picture whore now.
I've been incredibly pissed off over the past couple days because of the Co-owners of a website I opporate. They are useless and I end up doing everything myself and I've driven myself into debt paying bills, the initial plan was that we'd share everything equally but it's been extremely far from equal. They goof off and chat while I can't afford to feed myself....
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I've been so damn busy. We're onlining a show for PBS at work now, we have 7 weeks to deliver 6 episodes. I am in charge of onlining and primary color correction. Busy as hell.
Spent my weekend making out with little girls and then got high and watched Tenacious D and the Pick of Destiny.
Mission towards self destruction has commenced.
Spent my weekend making out with little girls and then got high and watched Tenacious D and the Pick of Destiny.
Mission towards self destruction has commenced.
kirara367:
Well if you're going to be self destructive at least you chose a good high movie? ^_^
Crazy weekend and I'm pooped.
I ended up dancing naked and there were plenty of topless babes dancing with me. Crazy good fun it was. One of the best dance partys yet.
Saturday night I went to the Drive-In. It's the first time I've been to a drive-in since I was a little kid. A friend from LA drove up and we chilled with her....
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I ended up dancing naked and there were plenty of topless babes dancing with me. Crazy good fun it was. One of the best dance partys yet.
Saturday night I went to the Drive-In. It's the first time I've been to a drive-in since I was a little kid. A friend from LA drove up and we chilled with her....
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I went out and bought my pipe today. She's a real beauty, handmade from Denmark. The tobacco shop owner is such a rad dude, he's been smokin' a pipe for 35+ years and loves his shop and what he does. He gave me 3 ounces of various tobacco for free. Pretty bad ass.
Photo's soon to come since I finally forked out the cash and...
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Photo's soon to come since I finally forked out the cash and...
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Pirates vs Ninjas, ah the age old argument. Who would win? Well, it all depends. If the pirates were trying to storm a ninja clans hang out in the forest the ninja's would crush the pirates before they ever saw it coming. But now, if the pirates were on their mighty ship sailing to pillage a coastal base of ninja's, the pirates would win. Using...
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beandog:
Do ninjas have submarines?
I don't know but it's worth thinking about.
They can be pretty sneaky.
I don't know but it's worth thinking about.
They can be pretty sneaky.