I told you nobody here gives a fuck about me. nobody since Emily a couple weeks ago has committed about anything I have said. There are some people in my life that care a little.
My Mother and two sisters care about me but they live far off and its hard to get to see them. They are so far removed from my everyday life that when we do see each other it can be difficult. I love mother tons, she is real special, but she has values that I can't deal with on a regular basis. Oldest sister is cool and we are close but sometimes I don't answer her email and sometimes she doesn't answer mine. Youngest sister is beautiful but she drives me crazy, everything she has is the best there is in the world and yours is never as good as hers, to top it off she is strung out on pain meds and is a real pain when she is fucked up, which is most of the time.
Six weeks from today I will be 50 years old and it is really starting to bother me. I wonder if when I go to the neurologist in two weeks to check the progress of my back pain meds if He would give me a script to Welbutrin. If he did than maybe I just wouldn't give a shit if my back hurts, or the people at work are jerks, or none of the pretty girls I know will give me any pussy.
The only thing I really want for my 50th birthday is happiness, riches and a pretty girl that loves me that I can get along with. What the hell all I really want tonight is the pretty girl and someone to notice me.
PEACE
My Mother and two sisters care about me but they live far off and its hard to get to see them. They are so far removed from my everyday life that when we do see each other it can be difficult. I love mother tons, she is real special, but she has values that I can't deal with on a regular basis. Oldest sister is cool and we are close but sometimes I don't answer her email and sometimes she doesn't answer mine. Youngest sister is beautiful but she drives me crazy, everything she has is the best there is in the world and yours is never as good as hers, to top it off she is strung out on pain meds and is a real pain when she is fucked up, which is most of the time.
Six weeks from today I will be 50 years old and it is really starting to bother me. I wonder if when I go to the neurologist in two weeks to check the progress of my back pain meds if He would give me a script to Welbutrin. If he did than maybe I just wouldn't give a shit if my back hurts, or the people at work are jerks, or none of the pretty girls I know will give me any pussy.
The only thing I really want for my 50th birthday is happiness, riches and a pretty girl that loves me that I can get along with. What the hell all I really want tonight is the pretty girl and someone to notice me.
PEACE