I almost pulled out my hair today at work. Im really not happy about teh position I am at work, and how I feel like a peon for the 20yr old. While working, I kept having a question going through my mind: "Why the hell am I putting myself through this???" I still have no good answer for that.
Long story short: he shows me his way of doing things- and when he was not there - I was told I cannot do it like that - because he puts stuff in the aisle- which is a safety issue. YET - (as per the supervisor) since he is soo fast, he is allowed to do it that way (not to mention -- out of the order it is supposed to done).
Also - when it came to placing skids - he tells me to put the skid in the aisle - even though it is a safety issue. He tells me that the towmotor will move it if it is in the way.
I can see all of this being things he can get away with (since he is the supervisor's pet) - but these are things that I'd get in trouble with very easily.
I have seen scenarios like this before-- in a place that caused my blood pressure to be 196/132(which landed me in the emergency room- and a mandatory 3 days off frrom work). Becasue of the massive stress there - I had to find myself a different job. Needless to say, I am getting the same feelings I did at that place.
I really think I am headed for a fall if I stay at the current job.
While it may only be a dream, I would like to have a part of my life that I could relax and enjoy it...
Later
Long story short: he shows me his way of doing things- and when he was not there - I was told I cannot do it like that - because he puts stuff in the aisle- which is a safety issue. YET - (as per the supervisor) since he is soo fast, he is allowed to do it that way (not to mention -- out of the order it is supposed to done).
Also - when it came to placing skids - he tells me to put the skid in the aisle - even though it is a safety issue. He tells me that the towmotor will move it if it is in the way.
I can see all of this being things he can get away with (since he is the supervisor's pet) - but these are things that I'd get in trouble with very easily.
I have seen scenarios like this before-- in a place that caused my blood pressure to be 196/132(which landed me in the emergency room- and a mandatory 3 days off frrom work). Becasue of the massive stress there - I had to find myself a different job. Needless to say, I am getting the same feelings I did at that place.
I really think I am headed for a fall if I stay at the current job.
While it may only be a dream, I would like to have a part of my life that I could relax and enjoy it...
Later



but...i had typed a long blog earlier about tryin to get in good spirits & included some fun pictures...but it screwed up in postin....twice...so i'm gonna make cookies & then try again