They haven't called so I'm going with the fact that I called that fucker back that left me an answerphone message must've pissed off the women who interviewed me enough for them to change their mind about giving me the fucking job.
I am so disappointed.
If that cunt hadn't called I wouldn't have got my hopes up. ARGH!
So now I'm looking for something else, and I can't find fuck all on the internet. Anyone wanna offer me a piercing apprenticeship?
I'll move for it. I'll bloody move anywhere to get out of this fuck hole town where I'm gonna fucking drink myself to death cos I'm so fucking bored of everything!
Breathe.
On a better note, Dylan is back. SWEET.
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Oh lordy, I just wanna cry.
I've never had an interview where I didn't get the job, and I'm so pissed cos it seems like I fucked it up myself cos I called.
I'm sorry I'm being anally retentive about the whole thing. It's just really upset me. I hate failing at things. I don't deal with it well and I hate feeling disappointed. Especially in myself.
Bah.
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Edited to add this; a bit of what I just posted in the Pierced group on here... If anyone has any bright ideas, let me know!
Basically I have too many piercings / tattoos to get a conventional job and have always wanted to do piercing. Living in quite a small town on the south coast hasn't really helped this.
I've kinda come to a junction in my life. I'm in a dead end part time job and finding it hard to get full time employment...
So maybe it's time I pursued a dream!
If anyone knows of anywhere in the South East, just let me know... Via here or SG Messenger.
At the moment I'm feeling pretty willing to travel / move quite far.
xxx
I am so disappointed.
If that cunt hadn't called I wouldn't have got my hopes up. ARGH!
So now I'm looking for something else, and I can't find fuck all on the internet. Anyone wanna offer me a piercing apprenticeship?
I'll move for it. I'll bloody move anywhere to get out of this fuck hole town where I'm gonna fucking drink myself to death cos I'm so fucking bored of everything!
Breathe.
On a better note, Dylan is back. SWEET.
----------------------
Oh lordy, I just wanna cry.
I've never had an interview where I didn't get the job, and I'm so pissed cos it seems like I fucked it up myself cos I called.
I'm sorry I'm being anally retentive about the whole thing. It's just really upset me. I hate failing at things. I don't deal with it well and I hate feeling disappointed. Especially in myself.
Bah.
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Edited to add this; a bit of what I just posted in the Pierced group on here... If anyone has any bright ideas, let me know!
Basically I have too many piercings / tattoos to get a conventional job and have always wanted to do piercing. Living in quite a small town on the south coast hasn't really helped this.
I've kinda come to a junction in my life. I'm in a dead end part time job and finding it hard to get full time employment...
So maybe it's time I pursued a dream!
If anyone knows of anywhere in the South East, just let me know... Via here or SG Messenger.
At the moment I'm feeling pretty willing to travel / move quite far.
xxx
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i started that thread a while ago, you might find it helpful, people are certainly helpful with what they do i aint found any ideas yet but you dont know whats going to come along.its hard to be stuck in a world where you cant get anything just bcoz of the way you look.