So, my life has changed.
They say bad things come in 3's and I got my 2, only one more thing to go wrong I guess.
One of my best friends passed away last year. It's been really hard and my partner of 5 years was there to support me. A few months after, he started to be distant with me. I thought he was just affected by things.
we tried to work things out and stay together. We have been through so much we wanted to try, or at least I did, I thik he did too.
He was my everything for 5 years. It's been a month and thanks to the evil land of facebook and mobiles we are still in touch and I can see he's movin on a lot faster than me. No suprise there I spose, he'd been movin on before we'd broken up I guess.
It's sucky, I miss him and I'm hurtin real bad for the first time in my life.
It had to happen one day, we are young and been together for a long time. I'm just so devastated it ended this way. Why couldn't he talk to me? why lie to me? grrrrrr
I've been with him since I was 17, I'm almost 23 and I dunno if I can be independent. I'm scared, lonely and so angry. We shared so many mutual friends who all go to see him play (dj) so I've lost a whole social life, my home and our lovely lill pup
I miss my doggy so much
It's time to start fresh, but goin out there all alone, meeting people, being friendly and happy just aint as easy as it once was.
I know this is just normal break-up dribble and in the past I'd be like errrgh shut up! But now, I've been hurt, and everyones right, it's really really hard.
They say bad things come in 3's and I got my 2, only one more thing to go wrong I guess.
One of my best friends passed away last year. It's been really hard and my partner of 5 years was there to support me. A few months after, he started to be distant with me. I thought he was just affected by things.
we tried to work things out and stay together. We have been through so much we wanted to try, or at least I did, I thik he did too.
He was my everything for 5 years. It's been a month and thanks to the evil land of facebook and mobiles we are still in touch and I can see he's movin on a lot faster than me. No suprise there I spose, he'd been movin on before we'd broken up I guess.
It's sucky, I miss him and I'm hurtin real bad for the first time in my life.
It had to happen one day, we are young and been together for a long time. I'm just so devastated it ended this way. Why couldn't he talk to me? why lie to me? grrrrrr
I've been with him since I was 17, I'm almost 23 and I dunno if I can be independent. I'm scared, lonely and so angry. We shared so many mutual friends who all go to see him play (dj) so I've lost a whole social life, my home and our lovely lill pup
I miss my doggy so much It's time to start fresh, but goin out there all alone, meeting people, being friendly and happy just aint as easy as it once was.
I know this is just normal break-up dribble and in the past I'd be like errrgh shut up! But now, I've been hurt, and everyones right, it's really really hard.
Your tale sounds so creepily the same as mine--people truely suck, thats the simple fact of the matter. It sucks extra when emotional strain trys to be an excuse for unfaithfulness-mess...
I think venting is *really* importain...just as movning on, and meeting new peeps *alsways* helps!
Good times are the best medicine ^_^