lollymouse

So making things worse just doesn't help.

I know the person that is just like me, but strives and builds and gains. This person has done EVERYTHING. Including me, ha. I don't know if I have an obsession.. it probably is, but I miss them and I need their support. But no matter how hard I try I don't get it anymore. I've even stopped...
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Some of the pigs I have loved.

I don't believe it sometimes.

Such a difficult place to be in now I'm happy.

I miss them, but I love him.

Even the psychologist won't understand how I feel. You bastard.

Suddenly..

It seems to me that life is very different to how it was two / three years ago.

I'm not such an arrogantselfobsessedaddicted bitch anymore.

So thats nice.

I still miss the times I had, but I've come to realise that those times weren't ever going to make me happy, just selfish and confused a lot.

I've discovered the content moments of my life,...
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"Let 'em know that you know best, 'cos after all you do know best.."

It's cold. Very, being the only person that cares in the house at the moment however, I am not allowed to turn the heating on.

So I have a band practice then a long train journey. That's exciting, and tomorrow a day in the countryside squeezed between two men in an...
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Orion.. calling Amen. Amen, Amen.

Ok so don't get me wrong, I love my housemates.

I live with three guys, two cats and three goldfish, as well as a rabbit and a hamster.

However, as much as I love their various other halves I DO NOT appreciate their appearances when said housmate is not present. It's almost as if they live here as well. Rent free, using the electricity, water...
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I like this.

I like being wrapped in the depths of a rug, not quite naked.

I listen to the movements of the house and feel that I know peace and I understand silence.

I woke up, I climbed out, I haven't spoken or listened.

At the moment I understand.

Soon I'll break this fast of silence, I'll laugh I'll scream I'll immerse myself in...
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