lollygrrl

Why do they keep up the charade?
They don't give a shit how you are..
their lips spilling empty words like vomit from their lips
so contrived
so fake
contemplating for a moment if you will yell and scream how much pain your in..
pull your sleeves up to show the fresh slashes on your arm
that are still encrusted with last nights blood..
uncovering the tracks from all the holes of your past..
just for a moment

but you come to,
snapping quickly back to this distant reality..
realizing the irrefutable truth..

they don't care

never have,
never will

and when they sing you their song that's so the same
your words mean nothing
your meanings are lost on them

even if your thoughts became words
they could never comprehend
their mind could not grasp around your pain

there aren't words for it

you try to squeeze a smile from your lips..
that's the song they want
the same redundant lyrics..
sung in a different harmony everyday
and that's suffice for them
that's enough.