Hello everyone. journal time again.
Life is weird right now. I dont start uni til october 2nd. Jake is back in daycare already so i hae time away from him for the first time in 3 months. Plus jakes dad is having him one night a week so i actually have a social life again! *shock horror* its quite mad how things have changed in a year. A year ago this week jakes dad finished it with me. I was properly heartbroken. His life carried on as normal and i was here in a new house and going back to uni with a 3 month old baby. I found it really hard to cope but i did it and feel alot stronger for it. Now i have an amazing son who i think iv brought up well and i have great friends and a great social life. Iv spent my free time recently applying for uni courses for next year, trying to find better accomodation and applying for jobs too. Jakes dad is still working in tesco, living with his parents and hardly ever goes out with his friends due to having jake on his only day off. I sense the bitter taste of revenge *mwa ha ha*
Money situation is stupidly bad atm. no more cherry cola. no more eating out. hello tesco value! Plus i really cant get a part time job, it is impossible
hopefully things will be ok soon.
Mum came up to visit recently and we had an awesome day
went to the musium and there was a little boy a bit older than jake wearing exactly the same outfit. they started talking to each other and it was soooooo sweet.
Jake and his nan
Been seeing J_r lots which has been great. he took these awesome pics of jake when we went to the park
Was cool watching them rock out to crowbar when it was playing on my laptop
Took jake to a special toddler day they have in techniquest once a month He loved the music bit and was playing the drums and was stupidly good at mixing on decks
Just about to mail jenova about birthday meet to arrange some details. Once we've sorted out some stuff il post and then would be very grateful if people would get back to me to confirm if they are coming and to what parts and stuff.
Hope everyone is ok
Lolliepop x x x
Life is weird right now. I dont start uni til october 2nd. Jake is back in daycare already so i hae time away from him for the first time in 3 months. Plus jakes dad is having him one night a week so i actually have a social life again! *shock horror* its quite mad how things have changed in a year. A year ago this week jakes dad finished it with me. I was properly heartbroken. His life carried on as normal and i was here in a new house and going back to uni with a 3 month old baby. I found it really hard to cope but i did it and feel alot stronger for it. Now i have an amazing son who i think iv brought up well and i have great friends and a great social life. Iv spent my free time recently applying for uni courses for next year, trying to find better accomodation and applying for jobs too. Jakes dad is still working in tesco, living with his parents and hardly ever goes out with his friends due to having jake on his only day off. I sense the bitter taste of revenge *mwa ha ha*
Money situation is stupidly bad atm. no more cherry cola. no more eating out. hello tesco value! Plus i really cant get a part time job, it is impossible
hopefully things will be ok soon.
Mum came up to visit recently and we had an awesome day
went to the musium and there was a little boy a bit older than jake wearing exactly the same outfit. they started talking to each other and it was soooooo sweet.
Jake and his nan
Been seeing J_r lots which has been great. he took these awesome pics of jake when we went to the park
Was cool watching them rock out to crowbar when it was playing on my laptop
Took jake to a special toddler day they have in techniquest once a month
He loved the music bit and was playing the drums and was stupidly good at mixing on decks
Just about to mail jenova about birthday meet to arrange some details. Once we've sorted out some stuff il post and then would be very grateful if people would get back to me to confirm if they are coming and to what parts and stuff.
Hope everyone is ok
Lolliepop x x x
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Was lovely to finally meet u! Hope you got home ok, i went back to the flat and went to sleep for a couple of hours. That was just after i got completely soaked. It rained so hard i could feel the water in between my toes! haha!
And i went to bed at half 9! i'm such a light weight!
Anyway, hopefully see u soon!
xxx