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so yesturday i asked des (that girl i'm into) what she was doing that night and she said going to see emily play with liz (her ex she still has issues with).
but then later my friend sam asked me to go see emily play with her, but i was like erm des might think it would be weird if i went and stuff .. (especially since she was going to be driving us all) but sam was like no it'll be fine.. so i went.
wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, i though des wouldn't pay much attention to me with liz there but she came over and talked to me alot and stuff.
I walked into the bathroom and des and liz were there talking, but then my stall door wouldn't lock so i left and then i saw liz backing des against the wall trying to kiss her and des was like 'no, i'm confussed' and she turned her head so liz couldn't kiss her and i was just like outta the bathroom, and then des comes over and sits beside me and shes all like omg liz was like 'why don't u just go out with that chrissy chick' (me) and blah blah ..poor des
then after emily was done playing we went up stiars to go dancing and i donno for some reason i didn't really feel like dancing and i didn't really want to try to dance with des if liz was there, and liz ended up makeing out with des while they were grinding and stuff, but i wasn't upset by it since its what i expected. des seemed to look like she kinda felt bad about it after, she probably thinks i'm mad at her.. but i'm not
i didn't think i had a chance with her ne ways..
sam was saying how cute they looked together.. *sigh*
but apparently liz also changes when her and des are in a relationship, but then she'll be all sweet when she wants her back.. that sucks..