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#homework What are 5 things you wish you could tell yourself 5 years ago?

Doing my homework is the most fun part of my week so here it goes ...

I've been through a lot of horrible things in the last 5 years but I know I did what I could to move on.

The first thing I would like to say to myself 5 years ago is: Do not let anyone tell you what to do.

I had a boyfriend who controlled every step I took. He would not let me go out with my friends, he would not let me wear the clothes I liked, I could not even visit my mother without him .... I wanted to have at that time not submitted to this because in the end There is not much left of me, you know ?! I was completely him, not me.

The second thing I would like to say is: be strong.

I had many problems with my parents, I had a horrible relationship and I had to re-learn to love myself and I had to learn to live alone.

The third thing I would like to say is: do not be afraid to risk

At that time I was attending my first training and I was very scared of what I was going to do with my professional career. Which ways to take .... etc.

Fourthly I would like to say: keep being rebellious hahahah

I was only 19 years old and was already married. I got married and divorced. I was always a free spirit and that relationship was not good for me. I was a rebel girl. I still am.

And lastly I would like to say: be happy!

Try new things! That year I did my first photorealistic essay and did not stop trying. That year I also did my first tattoo, I painted my hair blue, I went back to live with my mother .... It was one of the most difficult and most exciting years of my life.