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Thanks for the advice. I was going to do beans and tofu for my proteins. I'm only going to do it one day a week to start. Going to do oatmeal with fruit for breakfast, whole wheat toast with grilled mushrooms and veges for lunch and the brown rice with black beans and mango salsa for dinner.

I dont think I can do this more than once a week, I am reducing the amount of animal protein I am having by half so thats a good start.

Miss ya. Havent seen you in a while. I need to go out more.

yes absolutely!

Hope it didn't spoil the entire weekend.

A= They would only let him be Bat Boy

I'll take any role...

Thank you for your kindness. I used to hold things in all the time. I realized that it was making me sick to do so. Now I express my feelings, sometimes to excess.

In Mae-Ann's case, having these feelings accumulate and fester inside of her has done irreparable damage to our relationship. If she would have made her feelings known, we might have been able to work things out. What I'll miss most is the companionship of a woman. This was my first "real" relationship since my wife passed away. I don't know if or when I'll find another one like it.

What baffles me the most is that she would do this at a time when she knows I'm trying to get out of the rut I'm in, what with the depression, anxiety and shortage of money. I shudder to think how I would have dealt with this if I wasn't on meds and wasn't in counseling.

I hope you're doing well.

Thank you for your kindness. I used to hold things in all the time. I realized that it was making me sick to do so. Now I express my feelings, sometimes to excess.

In Mae-Ann's case, having these feelings accumulate and fester inside of her has done irreparable damage to our relationship. If she would have made her feelings known, we might have been able to work things out. What I'll miss most is the companionship of a woman. This was my first "real" relationship since my wife passed away. I don't know if or when I'll find another one like it.

What baffles me the most is that she would do this at a time when she knows I'm trying to get out of the rut I'm in, what with the depression, anxiety and shortage of money. I shudder to think how I would have dealt with this if I wasn't on meds and in therapy.

I hope you're doing well.

I'm glad to hear you're doing better. I know it's a struggle, which may seem strange to people that haven't gone through something like that, but it is. You're stronger than you realize.

It's sad to see situations like that, but it puts things in perspective. You can see how much progress you've made. It's worth doing whatever it takes to maintain that.

If you'll be out this weekend I'm dancing Saturday night. I'd go Friday but I have to work early Saturday.

Wow. Your friend clearly isn't in a place where she can afford to have that kind of influence in her life. There needs to be a separation for everyone's sake.

Happy Birthday, chica! So glad I get to see you soon!

I loved Coraline, too. I want that squid!

You deserved to have a nice day. Wishing you many more.

I know I asked you about your b'day plans a few days ago. However, I didn't formally wish you a happy b'day. So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Happy Birthday!!! If I was still there I would totally bake you cupcakes!

That's great news. I'm learning that a change in meds isn't that unusual. I just had mine changed because I was waking up in the morning feeling dopey and sluggish.

I can relate to loneliness. I've been alone for almost three and a half years since my wife's passing. I'm still suffering. Having a new woman in my life doesn't seem to make that much difference.

I love your new profile pic. You have the most beautiful smile.

i was gonna go to san fran but my brother said it wouldn't work out. damn.

i hope life is good! i want a hug from you soon.

Hope you're fully recovered.

No flu so far. Keeping my fingers crossed. Good to hear that you're better.