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Sunday Oct 31, 2010

Oct 31, 2010
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Today I visited my friend in a psychiatric hospital. It was both nice and terrible. First of all, she had gotten at some broken glass and was covered in cuts, but it was nice to see her. I spent about two hours with her.

The funny part was that I wore my ninja costume, and I managed to accidentally sneak into her unit without being checked by security. And when security did check me after I got into the unit and they realized their mistake, they only looked at the bag of chocolates I brought for my friend. They didn't even glance at anything else I had brought with me.

While I was in the ward, I started to feel a little bit like I was there for myself. It brought back some uncomfortable memories, and I felt trapped in the sense that I had to tolerate the crazy people around me, and I would have to ask permission of the staff to do anything. I was happy to leave in a way. I did promise my friend I would visit her again in a week or two.
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wsoxfan:
I think I understand how you felt while visiting the facility. I'm guessing it was a "there but for the grace of God go I" sort of thing.

It was a really nice thing that you did for your friend. There are probably people that have shied away from her because of her illness.
Oct 31, 2010
wsoxfan:
Thanks. It's the long-term possibilities that I'm most excited about. This is the first time since I re-entered the lifestyle that I feel the way I do about someone who I can actually hope can provide something beyond friendship and/or play.

It helps to know that you're in my corner.
Nov 1, 2010

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