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lolablu

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Friday Jul 03, 2009

Jul 3, 2009
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H left. It sucked. I thought I'd be posting about it, but I don't want to share. I want those memories and experiences for myself.

I'm going to NJ tonight to be there for a family 4th of July party tomorrow. Not looking forward to it.

You know how, in The Dark Crystal, Aughra says the Great Conjunction could mean end of the world, or the beginning? That's what I feel things are like for me right now. H's departure, my broken foot, and the family party are a lot to deal with at one time, so, like, either Good or Evil HAS to win, right? I can't see what's in between, even though I know reality is always in between.

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wsoxfan:
Sorry about H. I know what it's like to have someone you're passionate about leave. Perhaps you'll be with him again.

Let me know if you still want to meet up.
Jul 3, 2009
wsoxfan:
Thank you for your sincere concern. I'm going through some very tough times, which is magnified by my feelings of loneliness. You've always been a comfort to me through your comments and willingness to be my friend.

Some time around mid-afternoon Monday would probably be okay. If not, any day except Tuesday afternoon would likely be okay too

You indicate that your time with your family was something that you weren't looking forward to. I sincerely hope that you've been able to temper those feelings to some degree now that you're there.
Jul 4, 2009

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