lola

I went to the desert and saw someone very dear to me in pain and dying...I was unable to tell him how I felt about it or really even talk to him much at all...this is the first time I have had to deal with the slow death of a loved one. I've had friends die, but it's always been sudden and shocking. I know this is coming and I will have to deal with it but I can't feel anything right now. Oh yeah, happy Valentine's day. ~Lola