Friday Feb 14, 2003

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The crowd at popscene made me feel really old. I guess I had a good time though, I danced to 90% of the stuff they played. Unfortunately everything I do these days is just a distraction, as soon as I have a quiet moment all the guilt, pain, and depression that I've been trying to avoid comes rushing back. Right now I feel like I've always felt like this and I'll never feel any better. Time to distract myself again....

PS. Fuck Valentine's Day!
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kinto:
Just saw that Run Lola Run is your favourite film... I just love it, it seems to describe everything I am wondering about all the time in this life. Every second, every decision, every non-decision, every contact with someone else can have implications that will change your life forever, no matter how hard you try or whatever you do, everything is interconnected somehow... I loved the fact that the "happy ending" doesn't happen because lola made the right choices, but just because it's another possibility. What would have happened in real life ? I guess the 3 scenari are possible & plausible, and that's what makes it so great. What do you think ?

I know that life doesn't make sense & why should it anyway ? To re-assure ourselves, allow us to believe we're useful in the Grand Scheme of Humanity ??
Life is not supposed to make sense, everything can or can not happen to you, and that's the way it is. Being sad, feeling guilty, being in pain is part of the process, some of us are more prone to depression I guess.

Maybe the hardest part is to realize we have so little control over our lives. For good or bad.

Take care beautiful Lola.

K
thatzac:
happy president's day.

reprazent

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