Hooray, I'm back in school and my social anxiety has started up right on schedule! I got some drugs to help but they just make me sleepy and unable to concentrate. So it's either I'm freaking out and able to pay attention or calm and spacey. I'm not sure which is better.
Other than the random mental health problems, things are going well. Today I'll be going to the first meeting of the year of the Queer Alliance. I'm scared but excited too. I don't know anyone at my new school so I'm hoping to make some friends there. I stopped by their table on Monday and talked to some of the people there. A girl saw my SG hoodie and said "I love your hoodie, are you a SuicideGirl?" and I said "yeah!" and she said "oh my god that is SO COOL!! I love them!" It made me smile.
Other than the random mental health problems, things are going well. Today I'll be going to the first meeting of the year of the Queer Alliance. I'm scared but excited too. I don't know anyone at my new school so I'm hoping to make some friends there. I stopped by their table on Monday and talked to some of the people there. A girl saw my SG hoodie and said "I love your hoodie, are you a SuicideGirl?" and I said "yeah!" and she said "oh my god that is SO COOL!! I love them!" It made me smile.
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trent:
yeah social anxiety sucks especially with school.,... all those new poeple shoveing eachother in the tiny corridors trying to make it to there next class.. its like there breathing on youi.. god i hate poeple... on a lighter night school sux
retroactivwe:
The last part of your journal is a nice counterpoint to the first part 