lola

aiii. that's awful lola. i hope you don't think about it too much. *hugs*

fwiw, i went through a similar thing when i lived in LA. you get over it, but you probably won't forget it anytime soon. it stinks. it's a brutal thing to have stuck in your brain. but over time it will become like the other scars we all carry around. they don't go away, but they don't plague us every day, either. and, like scars, they become part of who we are. in the meantime, take care of yourself and remember that we're thinking about you.