Last night:
2 friends
1 forgotten I.D.
1 club we couldn't get into
1 bar where my friend knew the bouncer
3 cosmos
10 people in the bathroom doing coke and totally blocking my way to the toilet
1 cape cod
1 gay guy telling me I was the cutest person there
3 shots of tequila (WHY did I do these? I hate tequila!)
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2 friends
1 forgotten I.D.
1 club we couldn't get into
1 bar where my friend knew the bouncer
3 cosmos
10 people in the bathroom doing coke and totally blocking my way to the toilet
1 cape cod
1 gay guy telling me I was the cutest person there
3 shots of tequila (WHY did I do these? I hate tequila!)
1...
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Amazing. I'm tired and it's only 1. Lately I've been going to sleep at 4 or 5. But I have to get up early tomorrow anyway so this is a good thing. I'm making a very special trip to a very special store to buy a very special something to replace my very special (ex?)boyfriend who doesn't talk to me anymore.
YES, I'M TALKING ABOUT...
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division_x:
I'll have to check that place out. I have class and I also have class right near there. hehe!
Lola... you the baddest.
-x
Lola... you the baddest.
-x
skryche:
papawheelie is right: HMW is the best.
The crowd at popscene made me feel really old. I guess I had a good time though, I danced to 90% of the stuff they played. Unfortunately everything I do these days is just a distraction, as soon as I have a quiet moment all the guilt, pain, and depression that I've been trying to avoid comes rushing back. Right now I feel like I've...
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kinto:
Just saw that Run Lola Run is your favourite film... I just love it, it seems to describe everything I am wondering about all the time in this life. Every second, every decision, every non-decision, every contact with someone else can have implications that will change your life forever, no matter how hard you try or whatever you do, everything is interconnected somehow... I loved the fact that the "happy ending" doesn't happen because lola made the right choices, but just because it's another possibility. What would have happened in real life ? I guess the 3 scenari are possible & plausible, and that's what makes it so great. What do you think ?
I know that life doesn't make sense & why should it anyway ? To re-assure ourselves, allow us to believe we're useful in the Grand Scheme of Humanity ??
Life is not supposed to make sense, everything can or can not happen to you, and that's the way it is. Being sad, feeling guilty, being in pain is part of the process, some of us are more prone to depression I guess.
Maybe the hardest part is to realize we have so little control over our lives. For good or bad.
Take care beautiful Lola.
K
I know that life doesn't make sense & why should it anyway ? To re-assure ourselves, allow us to believe we're useful in the Grand Scheme of Humanity ??
Life is not supposed to make sense, everything can or can not happen to you, and that's the way it is. Being sad, feeling guilty, being in pain is part of the process, some of us are more prone to depression I guess.
Maybe the hardest part is to realize we have so little control over our lives. For good or bad.
Take care beautiful Lola.
K
thatzac:
happy president's day.
reprazent
reprazent
Sugar, I've been missing you...
and I've been wondering
where it is you're hiding.
.....
I will be at popscene tonight, dancing my fucking ass off. I hope the crowd is better than 1984!
and I've been wondering
where it is you're hiding.
.....
I will be at popscene tonight, dancing my fucking ass off. I hope the crowd is better than 1984!
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bionicfemme:
Doh! And I almost went to Popscene instead of "the usual."
It wasn't even all that fun, I got hit on by a chick that used to be a sex worker. AGGGH!
I wish I would have read this earlier and hung out with you at Popscene instead.
It wasn't even all that fun, I got hit on by a chick that used to be a sex worker. AGGGH!
I wish I would have read this earlier and hung out with you at Popscene instead.
division_x:
Ohhhhh! .............Dropscene.
Let us know how it went.
-x
Let us know how it went.
-x
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mara1:
...shame on the boa?
mara1:
...shame on the boa?
DUMB.
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miss_magenta:
*hug*
i hope you are doing well sweetie.
i hope you are doing well sweetie.
kingbugs:
D.arn
U.ndulating
M.onkey
B.utts
.
U.ndulating
M.onkey
B.utts
.
I got Dance Dance Revolution Max and a floor pad today.
HOOOOOLY SHIT!
best.
workout.
ever.
Must go dance more now!
HOOOOOLY SHIT!
best.
workout.
ever.
Must go dance more now!
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butterfly2:
I have NEVER played that game. My guy friends in high school used to play it...
I take dance classes for that hehe. Have fun with it
I take dance classes for that hehe. Have fun with it
giga_geo:
hahaha. that is so cool!
I forgot how many idiot fratboys show up at 1984. When I went the first time, it was during the holidays so I think all the prepster idiots were on vacation. But I saw cool people and got my drink on and my groove on! I even danced in the cage with my friend, but we had to leave when some smelly boy tried to...
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bionicfemme:
YES!
YOU
DANCED
IN
THE
CAGE!!!
Agggh! Could you possibly BE more cool?
YOU
DANCED
IN
THE
CAGE!!!
Agggh! Could you possibly BE more cool?
ponyboy_curtis:
stop by the shop when your arm is healed i want to see it.
Raiders suck!!! Wow I hate football. There are many loud drunken obnoxious boys in my house. I baked a cake and gave them half and now I'm hiding upstairs away from all the noise.
MMM CAKE
MMM CAKE
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lil_tuffy:
1984 still?
dave_h:
Hey Lola. I saw you last night at 1984 and I didn't even know who you were (I had never seen the sets). Lil tuffy told me it was you and I didn't even recognise him last night either. I was there with some co-workers and I think my manager said something to your freind at some point but I don't know what.
Anyways, I just wanted to say hi.
You're very cute, and taller in real life than you look in your pictures. I think.
Anyways, I just wanted to say hi.
You're very cute, and taller in real life than you look in your pictures. I think.
I have a new tattoo! YAY! Guess I'll have to shoot a new set so all you suicidefans can see it!
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razor13:
such exquisite pain, yummy inky healy feelin'....
pandora3:
Yeah I'm excited
I don't want to fight
Just want a piece of your life
If you come out to play
I don't want you to say...anything
I didn't feel a thing when you told me that
you didn't feel a thing when I told you that
I didn't feel a thing, another breakfast with you...
Just want a piece of your life
If you come out to play
I don't want you to say...anything
I didn't feel a thing when you told me that
you didn't feel a thing when I told you that
I didn't feel a thing, another breakfast with you...
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razor13:
yeah, beautiful malaise...
daphne2:
are you the lola who wrote about me? (poet)
WHeeeee! School is going great so far. I think I might take two of my classes for honors credit. My improv class makes me pee my pants with laughter. By the way, guess who got straight A's last semester? ME!!! Hooray for that! 3.95 gpa muthafuckaz, beat that if you can!
All you peace-lovin, war-hatin San Franciscans had better be going to the protest downtown...
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butterfly2:
Holy CRAP! You rock in EVERY way!
Congrats on the good GPA I'm sure it was well deserved
HOw'd the protest go? I wans't able to make it
Congrats on the good GPA I'm sure it was well deserved
HOw'd the protest go? I wans't able to make it
ikilledpinky:
umm, hehe, i always thought all A's was 4.0, maybe not, please dont hit me
And I think I was probably one of those 3 white guys trying to be black, you just didn't recognize me 'cause of my short hair!
Girl, you looks good when you back that ass up.
Let's kick it soon, yo. Fo shizzel mah nizzel.
Sure you got a hangover, but wasn't it worth it?