listening to flogging molly
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK
i think i've decided to be a hermit..........i fucking hate people......i just fucking hate people who are supposed to be your friends and then don't even want to hang out or talk or fucking communicate......
FUCK
that will be my epitaph for the world.....just that
FUCK
just like that.........i fucking hate stupid ass bullshit like people pretending they give a shit and people pretending they care and then turning around and acting like they couldn't give a shit if they tried........
i would rather have people hate me to my face so that i know where i stand and so that i don't start to believe that oneday i'll have fucking friends that actually care about me instead of my body or who i'm dating.......
FUCK
why don't i ever fucking learn?
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK
i think i've decided to be a hermit..........i fucking hate people......i just fucking hate people who are supposed to be your friends and then don't even want to hang out or talk or fucking communicate......
FUCK
that will be my epitaph for the world.....just that
FUCK
just like that.........i fucking hate stupid ass bullshit like people pretending they give a shit and people pretending they care and then turning around and acting like they couldn't give a shit if they tried........
i would rather have people hate me to my face so that i know where i stand and so that i don't start to believe that oneday i'll have fucking friends that actually care about me instead of my body or who i'm dating.......
FUCK
why don't i ever fucking learn?
Is it possible that this is exaggerated paranoia? I sometimes get that way when I'm down, seeing every action (or inaction) of a friend as a personal offense. (shrug) Dunno.
As for being a hermit. The hermit thing didn't make Thoreau any happier, but he did produce Walden. So I guess there are arguments for and against.
As I look up I see that I haven't said anything of substance, and probably didn't really help ya at all. But I did get you to waste a few seconds of your life reading this that you'll never get back! Mwa ha ha ha!